I Love U, Adik. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy Fathers Day

Wishing semua yang bergelar bapa a very Happy Father's Day.
May Allah reward all responsible fathers out there with the best of everything...forever.

Enjoy!!!

Her 68th!

Ya Allah 
Rendahkanlah suaraku terhadap dia
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan dia
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap dia dan 
Lembutkan hatiku untuk dia
 
Ya Allah, 
Berilah dia balasan yang sebaik-baiknya, atas 
didikan yang dia berikan padaku dan Pahala yang besar atas 
kesayangan yang dia limpahkan padaku,peliharalah 
dia sebagaimana dia memeliharaku dan kakakku...
 
Ya Allah, 
Apa saja gangguan yang telah dia rasakan 
atau kesusahan yang dia deritakan kerana aku 
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak dia kerana perbuatanku 
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya 
dosa-dosa ibuku dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan 
buat ibuku dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah 
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan 
kebaikan berlipat ganda. 
 
Ya Allah, 
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai dia sebelumku, 
Izinkanlah dia memberi syafa'at untukku. 
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi 
syafa'at untuk ibuku,sehingga kami semua berkumpul 
bersama dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman 
yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu... . 
 
Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha 
Agung, serta anugerah yang tak berakhir dan Engkaulah 
yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih.



Ya Allah...
sinarkan kebahagiaan dan berkatilah ibuku ya Allah...
panjangkan umurnya, sihatkan tubuh badannya, tetapkan iman nya...


Amin Ya Rabbul Alamin..... khas buat
HAJJAH SITI HAJAR BINTI HAJI ABDUL AZIZ...


i love you mak..
Happy 68th Birthday..
xoxo

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Moga cinta sampai ke syurga.. amin.. :)

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11,680 days....

Syukur to Allah I'm still here, breathing and having the opportunity to see my love ones every day.

alhamdulillah....

Thank you Allah for the wonderful 11,680 days of live! Syukur.....

(",)

for being the Ayu that's always full of...
drama...
sensitivity...
busyness...
tantrum...
silent tak bertempat...
complicated...
hard to communicate...
selfish...
defensive...

I am so blessed still with...
a mother with an endless love and support
a sister whom i respect and look up to always
a brother in law that i treated like a brother that's always there taking care of the family
a nephew that boost my engine every single day... (i'm always motivated by him)
a niece that cares loves and hugs me with full divine love
family members all over that cares
BFFs that are more like sisters that's knows me well in and out
friends that are not judgemental
and someone that accepted me just the way i am with full respect and makes me realize more about life.

syukur Allah...

I pray for a better year ahead...
InsyaAllah... a big moment and movement going to happen to my life soon.. InsyaAllah...

Happy 32nd Birthday Siti Amiha Ayu.

hey, that's me!
;)

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Keharuman Cahaya ku ... Cahaya kami....

6 beautiful years
thank you Allah for the most beautiful gift ever to our family...

for my lilD...

May you always have... many things to laugh at
And real good people around with, whom you can have a chat


Things you can dream about, places you want to go
And the money in your hand, that you can always blow


Time for reflection, of ones you hold dear
The courage in your heart, to do this without fear


And may you always know, the love I have for you
but I know in your heart, you know that this is true


This wish is filled, with love and gratitude
For all the nice things for me that you do


Lots of warm wishes, are enclosed too
Wishing you happiness, all the year through

Doa Atie untuk Dania (and your Abang) tak pernah putus sayang...
Semoga Allah always protects both you di bawah lindungan dan jagaannya...
jauh dari segala keburukkan, kemurkaan dan kejahatan....
Semoga Allah senantiasa tetapkan iman the both of you tak kira di mana saja...
No matter what you will go through in this evil world.. no matter how the whole world upsets you... always remember that Allah is always there for you and maybe I'll be the last in the list...but I am always here for you... no matter what.

I love you adik @ Dania @ lilD @ Intan Payung @ Princess

Happy 6th Birthday Sayang...

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Salam Lebaran 1432H (new entries below)

EDITED:
(sekadar berkongsi)

Amalan 1 Syawal.

1. Mandi sunat Aidilfitri
    Niat: "Nawaitul ghusla miyyaumi 'idil fitri sunnatan lilla hi ta'ala"
    Sahaja aku mandi daripada Hari Raya Aidil Fitri sunat kerana Allah Ta'ala.

2. Sembahyang Subuh berjemaah

3. Berpakaian yang bersih, sempurna dan baru.

4. Makan sebelum menunaikan solat sunat Aidilfitri

5. Melalui jalan yang berlainan untuk pergi dan pulang ke masjid.

6. Lafaz niat solat sunat Aidilfitri:
   "Usolli sunnatan 'idil fitri rok'ataini makmuman lillahi ta'ala"

ni antara perkara2 yang disunatkan kita lakukan..
:)


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to my beloved 'Nuzul Al-Quran' princess...

Before i start the dedication entry.. Ayu nak ucapkan salam Nuzul Al-Quran kepada semua muslimin muslimat... 

just for sharing, CLICK HERE dan bacalah fakta ringkas sejarah Nuzul Al-Quran... semoga kita semua mendapat manfaat daripadanya.. InsyaAllah...

Kita sebagai Muslim ni, sangat beruntung diturunkan sebuah kitab, yakni Al-Quran yang amat lengkap serba serbi. segala jawapan yang kita cari... di dunia and also persiapan hereafter kita, semuanya ada didalam Al-Quran. Subhanallah....

kalau bukan kita sebagai Muslim yang mengambil manfaat dan kelebihan yang ada, siapa lagi kan? :)

Dan... 6 tahun lepas... tanggal 17 Ramadhan 1426H.. my small family telah dikurniakan dengan anugerah paling istimewa...

our lilD.

lilD was born pada hari Nuzul Quran... dan di hari kelahiran dia tu jatuh pada hari Jumaat..penghulu segala hari.. :)

Jadi setiap tahun, Nuzul Quran brings two important events to me personally and to my family generally.. 

TQ Allah for the most greatest gift.
May Shaza Nur Dania (lilD) leads her life with the guidance of Al-Quran.. InsyaAllah...

to lilD sayang...
semoga lilD membesar menajdi anak yang solehah and always diberkatiNYA here, and the hereafter...
amin...

Khalati loves u sayang...



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Happy Birthday Beloved Sis - The Woman I Call a Sister...

The woman I call sister Is someone who is there The woman I call sister Is someone who always cares. The woman I call sister Can make me smile when times are blue The woman I call sister Is someone very true. The woman I call sister By choice, is my best of friend The woman I call sister Will be there till the end The woman I call sister Is the blessing from God above The woman I call sister Is the sister that I'll always love. by : Marissa Gertmenian

Happy birthday teta...

Love you..

xoxo

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Happy 67th cinta hatiku...

Today is a very special day. It's my mom's 67th birthday. :)

Happy Birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy Birthday dear mak

Happy Birthday to you..

Dear Allah,

I am very grateful to you for giving me such a wonderful, beautiful, strong willed and awesome mother. Thank you Allah for this most wonderful gift.

For the 67th years of her life and more years to come InsyaAllah, please bless her with the best of iman, faith, health, love, wealth and everything the world and the hereafter could offer.

I would give away every single thing I have in this life for her.

I would risk my life for her.

I would do anything for her.

Being me, I am not quite an expression kind of person. What I portray most of the time is not what I meant by. I keep a lot of things inside. Which is why Ya Allah, if I didn't get a chance to tell her, please whisper this in her heart that I Love Her so much. Nothing that I do I am not reminded of her. For every single steps I take in life, is because of her.

Without her spirit and strength I wouldn't be here, where I am today and what I am today.

Dear Allah,

Please forgive all her sins, intentionally or unintentionally. Please bless her with the best hidayah and barakah.

For all the obstacles that my mom had been through, please make it worth it. Let her enjoy and be happy with her current life. Please Ya Allah, fill her heart, mind & soul with only your blessing and the love around her.

For each and every sweat she struggles to raise my sis & I.. please ya Allah, make it shine in Jannah for her.

To that, nothing can repay her.

I would want to give her the world, if I could. InsyaAllah one day.

But I know, as a good daughter and with the knowledge my mom has provide and teach me, I should and will always continue to pray for her. Amin, InsyaAllah.

Amin.

To mak,

Thanks for everything. Happy Birthday. May Allah bless you with the best of everything mak, as you really deserves it.

If I were to write about you, this space won't fit.

But only Allah knows how much I love You mak...

I'm sorry if I ever be the troubled one, the difficult one. I know I am not the best daughter for you. InsyaAllah, I will try to be what you want me to be.

again, I love you so much.

xoxo.

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Salam Eiduladha 1431H

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Happy Deepavali!!!!

Happy Deepavali to those who celebrate and happy holidays to the others...

Enjoy your long weekend break from all the hassle and stress at work & life... :)

Let's serikan our life with 'cahaya'!

(",)

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Happy Birthday sayang.....

It's been 5 beautiful years, a lil girl named Shaza Nur Dania cherished our little humble home. She completes our small family generally and of course, my sis's family specifically.

:)

Alhamdulillah.....

Bertepatan dengan the meaning of her name, "Keharuman cahaya yang hampir" ... lilD indeed cahaya nur yang senantiasa menyinari kami sekeluarga...

her tantrum, her gedikness... her meroyan session... her ramblings... her antiques and now a days, her 'melawa' session entertains the whole family.

:)

and today, on her special day...

as her only aunty.. all i can pray and hope for is....

for Allah to always protect her no matter where she goes...

for the best of health...

for the best of akhlak & aqidah...

for the best of rezeki...

for the best of wealth...

for the best of life...

for the best of iman & faith...

for the best of everything that the world could offer...

I couldn't describe on how grateful I am to have my bothDs in my life. sekadara untuk menumpang kasih... and sekadar untuk mencurahkan kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bahagi.

The feeling of them saying 'I Love You, atie'.... 'lama tak jumpa atie.. i miss you atie'.. or 'can i hug you, atie' ... is so beautiful.

Syukur ya allah... syukur..

Happy 5th Birthday intan payung atie...

I love you so much... enjoy your day.

*hugs*

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Salam Lebaran 1431H

Sticky Mode sampai next week. Yes yes...entry puasa berderet2 ni..;)

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Happy Birthday sayang...

Tujuh tahun lepas, only Allah knows how exciting in each of our family members heart is. As early as 6am, your mama (sis) dah ready to go to the hospital. Yes, it's due already but id doesn't show anything like you wanted to see the world just yet. ;)

best ye duduk dalam perut mama.. awak tau tak semua orang tak sabar nak jumpa awak? ehhehe...

Your mama was accompanied by your papa & Jaddah. I was at home, excitingly mengemas your playpen. Excited sangat rasa masa ni....

You are definitely the long awaited precious baby. Cucu sulung Jaddah. Anak sulung mama & papa. And my first anak saudara.

When mama, papa & jaddah settled down in labor room, mama rang me up just nak bagi atie dengar bunyi your heartbeat.

baru dengar through phone pun dah buat atie rasa nak terbang pergi hospital there & then. ;)

tunggu punya tunggu, doctor decide nak induce your mama. Few minutes je lepas your mama kena induce.. nurses & doctor bergegas berlari sebab kat their monitor screen shows your heart best makin lama makin menurun..

yes, the very heart beat yang atie dengar tadi..makin menghilang..

your mama was then wheeled to the operation theater for an emergency C-sect which is the best decision to save both you & herself.

Jaddah rang me up at home and i left everything unorganized at home and rushed myself to the hospital...

masa ni..Allah je tau apa yang kami bertiga rasa... let alone how your mama feels.. but as for atie, papa & jaddah.. we were so worried.

when i met your papa & jaddah in the room, tak de bunyi apa pun. semua senyap.. but tak putus2 papa buat solat sunat untuk mama & awak.. tak putus atie & jaddah doakan supaya semuanya selamat....

tepat pukul 10:21am, nurse panggil papa awak...

bagitau kata..Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat... Sujud syukur kami bertiga kehadratNYA...

Alhamdulillah...

you were born via C-sect at 10:20am.

papa & Jaddah (and of course me too) then rushed to the nursery...

papa masuk dulu.. tak lama lepas tu, atie dengar laungan azan. Subhanallah! I couldn't describe how I feel at that time..

then, jaddah masuk... and papa lepas tu, bawak awak to the door where i waited eagerly to see you..

the moment atie nampak awak.. atie rasa tenang sangat.. happy sangat.. sayu sangat.. semua ada...

slowly.. i touch touched your cheek, kissed your forehead and say.. "Assalamualaikum Danish sayang..."

and you know what happened? you open your eyes and close it back. Just a blinked. baru tak sampai setengah jam keluar..fresh from the oven lah orang kata.. awak dah start giving your aunty surprises, eh? :)

and from that moment.. everything changed.

you've completed our family sayang...

you've given all of us at home the most precious experience in life.

and today, as this entry published tepat 10:20am, you're a 7 years old champ!

To my one and only busuk masyam,

Happy 7th birthday.

I will always pray for the best that life could offer you... the best of iman, faith, courage, love, akhlak, aqidah, health, wealth and rezeki.

I love you sayang.. Atie will always here to love, support and being there for you untill Allah takes me away from this world.

Muhammad Danish Shah.. happy birthday once again.

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To my only sibling...

kalau orang lain takut dengan peningkatan usia.. but not my sis..

i am always thrilled and excited as she is every year when her birthday comes.

why? because she always look forward for a year wiser each year..

and this year, is even more exciting..

because, she's celebrating her fabulous 40!

;)

nak wish dia banyak2...

nak tulis semua yang we had gone through...

it will never fit lah kalau dapat buat sampai 100 entries pun..

all i can say & wish is for the best the world could offer her and praying that Allah will give her the best of life, iman, faith, wealth, health and kehidupan yang barakah dan diredhai always & forever.

amin.

because, if she's happy, that's enough for me.

love u ta.

always & forever.

xoxo

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His request... haih la bigD.

cak!

lama tak letak muka budak bertuah ni kan?

tengok la tu..sejak dah sekolah ni.. agak gelap la sikit my bigD ni..

boys kan? melasak je lah kejenya...

so anyways, ni nak cerita about teacher's day celebration kat his school...

celebration tacher's day ni, i think semua sekolah pun for sure lah buat kan?

and selalunya, busuk2 pun kita akan bagi card kat cikgu class kita kan?

but si bigD ni, dia request nak bagi special card ada muka dia siap, dekat semua teachers yang pernah in contact dengan dia.

boleh?

maknanya bukan cikgu kelas sahaja... habis sampai ke homework teachers pun dia sapu bersih.. siap pulak bagi list nama kat mama nya...

to make sure mamanya tak tertinggal any names..

mama dia naik pening ooo..

mana taknya.. sampaikan cikgu ganti sehari pun dia list kan....

tak boleh tahan ayat dia...

"Jaddah kata, kita kena appreciate teachers kita.. kita kena doakan teachers kita..so, abang nak say thank you lah.. kan dia orang pernah teach abang..."

tell me..

salah ke ajaran ni???

GULP.

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