My (...and my small family) 's 2020

Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah....

2020.. what a year..
But syukur, Alhamdulillah for all the nikmat, dugaan, rezeki, blessings and a lot more....

Started the year konon² brisk walk/jog every evening at the nearby park daily lepas balik ambil SNM from school... Alhamdulillah as well we found a new school/day care for SNM this year. Was quite a year masa 2019 hari-hari risau tengok keadaan dia nak pergi sekolah. Now I know why Mom will know if something is wrong with me, it is just the instinct. But alhamdulillah 2020 we found a better place for her.

Back to the brisk walk/jog Sampai February jelah. Lepas tu dah PKP. Sekian jelah. 

In January and February too, three of my cousins tie knot. Dua orang engaged, seorang got married. Alhamdulillah...

Started with Azmil bertunang, then we all ke Taiping for Natri's engagement and of course the no other #zahiraAH 's wedding. 

Glad that we slot some time for an early dinner with my beloved #iiumsisters . Planned for a glamping together with our families but tinggal kenangan aje for now. InsyaAllah soon.  Bagus juga my bothDs adalah budak International School, so their Sports Day kami dah selesai selamat before segala PKP bermula. They're in yellow house this year, and me as their Aunty of course lah yang terpaling excited ok... kuning tu... fav color terus! 

(Tapi my school years, rumah kuning ni selalunya corot. hahahaha..... )

Come March.. PKP bermula.. gosh how our #babysnm koyak mental berkurung. According to our Pediatrician, snm started buat perangai sebab her normal routine berubah drastically. Since she is 8 months old, memang dah hantar dia to school/day care. Then, weekend memang akan lepak at sis's place and Monday the routine stars again. 

Sekali, bila PKP ni, memang tak boleh keluar langsung... dia macam murung. Awal-awal memang dia happy sebab both of us memang depan mata dia 24/7 kan, but along the way, dia rasa macam something wrong.  But hikmahnya, we get to spent more time with her. From learning, playing, eating, exploring and semuanya lah with her. We even started teaching her gardening!

First time tak celebrate my BIL's bday in April due to PKP and also first time 'gather' with our BIG FAMILY via Zoom. 

In early May juga, we changed snm's insurance with out good friend Nuar. Senang tukar to someone yang kami kenal and terus juga sign up hibah with him. Kalau ada sesiapa yang tanya-tanya je, or interested nak tau boleh click link ni untuk usha his IG and his contact ada over there at the profile. 

Myself and husband started our #guloanauwaghih and #nasitanjaur journey and alhamdulillah masih on it. We also mula ber Young Living in May juga. Eh bagus gila oils ni. Mula-mula memang rasa macam ehhhhh biar betul... but somehow, these oils memang encourage and divert us to enjoy life and push our potentials. It's all about positivity lah. Dia bukan lah magic ke apa. But macam asbab gitu.

Also, kena juga di catitkan... buat pertama kali dalam hidup.. diri ini gunting rambut manusia lain. Dan mangsanya tak lain tak bukan adalah husbandku sendiri! hahahaha.... Perhatikan betul-betul collage di atas ye, habis semua clip rambut snm ku kerjakan. 

One day je dapat berbuka puasa with my family this year...and nasib baik waktu tu dah PKPB. Dapat lah celebrate birthday sis as well. 

We celebrated our #babysnm 's 2 years old birthday PKP style. Went to all important close family members house with full SOP just as long as our baby is happy. Tq families for making it happen! 

Come July, school dah start buka semula. Tawakal sangat-sangat hantar kenit tu semula. But before it start off, her school panggil us all bagi briefing on how the new norm going to kick off.  I actually requested for office to bagi I masuk balik. Our laptop dah tak boleh carry dah the amount of data that I saved in. Sebelum dia kaput, memang kena buat something about it cepat. Masa dapat masuk office rasa jakun pun ada jumpa orang selain the household. Hahaha...

July and August banyak juga benda yang sangat-sangat unexpected happened to us. After years of working, my first time dapat laptop and my work sangat-sangat senang banyakkkkk sangat with all my necessary systems and applications ada depan mata. 

Our dear #busukmasam  a.k.a bigD did super well for his IGCSE and masuk college dah!! Alhamdulillah!! Our lil SNM pun dapat award juga for school. Our lilD also did well for her exams. Syukur, Ya Allah. 

Bila Zoo Negara reopen, bawak snm there. To support the industry and also she's really into animals now. Semua pun nak sayang. Sayangggg tiger... sayangggg lion... sayanggggg bird... sayang panndaaa.... haih.

Kami also sempat bawak snm naik Genting but sampai GPO jelah. Tak berani nak bawak sampai atas sangat sebab takut dengan crowd. Kalau GPO senang kawal sebab she'll be in her stroller most of the time. Thanks to her school practise, she have no problem wearing mask lama-lama. 

We also sempat layan a really super short trip to Penang. Agak clingy lah bila PKP ni kicks off. Mana-mana pun kemain bertiga beranak je kerjanya. Walhal dulu tak kisah pun. 

Also in August, something hit our big family badly. Remember awal-awal tadi I cerita pasal my cousin Natri bertunang at Taiping? Siapa sangka that this is the last time we actually jumpa dengan dia...

My dear cousin passed away mengejut a few days before her Nikah day. It was a really sad and shocking moment to us all. I ni takde adik, but dengan anak-anak my UncleM nilah yang memang I buat adik-adik I sendiri..bukan hanya cousin. 

Nak menaip ni pun, entahlah.. masih bercampur baur perasaan tu.

Al Fatihah to our dear Wan Penny Sunestri Binti Wan Zahari. Semoga Allah menempatkan Natri bersama yang beriman. Ameen Ya Rabb.

Celebrated msn birthday in September pun sangat PKP style. We stayed at Sheraton PJ for one night bagi seronok budak kecik tu. Dia punya excited macam orang celebrate birthday dia pulak. Hahaha...

Come October, first time ever hubs admitted in due to high BP and now we are trying to change our food intake and lifestyle slowly but surely. Sangat menakutkan OK waktu tu. Dahlah myself and snm was at my sis's place. Husband stayed at home sebab MIL baru lepas operation. Jadinya, he wants to monitor and jaga MIL at home. Dia lepaskan myself and snm sebab tak nak kacau routine snm yang baru nak mula semula. 

Ada hikmahnya Allah gerakkan hati kami susun begitu. If not, tak ke kalut? How to handle snm kalau I sorang-sorang. Bukan main-main that night itself msn terus kena duduk ICU/HDU. BP terlalu tinggi sampai dia kena dipantau ketat. 

But Alhamdulillah, semuanya selamat dah. Now memang kena jaga betul-betul.

Come October also, I got Norwex-ed. Hahahaha.. Nak jugeeeekkkk... But seriuslah paling in love dengan the Kitchen Towel. Eh kemain senang lah... ini baru magic! (Padahal it's the technology)

Also in October, my dear husband kicked off a project called Kongsi Kasih which we will be launching and elaborate soon!! (Appreciate your kind support and doa for this!). Really high hope for this where we wanted to not only help ourselves, but also others and the economy as a whole. InsyaAllah.

Masuk November, which is actually our month dengan tak la seronok sangat. Our dear Cik Lia masa ni dah mula kritikal... Dah la musim-musim PKP ni.. it is not easy for us to ke sana ke sini sebebas dulu untuk lincah menolong apa-apa yang patut.

Alhamdulillah dapat juga curi masa and redah visit dia waktu she's at the ward. Earlier in September tu, dapat lagi berborak dengan dia masa we sama-sama celebrate birthday our Daniel. Nak jadi cerita, on my birthday eve this year, Cik Lia pergi meninggalkan kami semua selamanya. What a year 2020. What a year.

My adik lost her mom. I know she's strong to go through semua ni. But, losing someone close to us bukan mudah, Tambah lagi, mak kita kan....

Al Fatihah Cik Lia.

Celebrated our Anniversary / my birthday our way and enjoy our 3 nights staycation at Mandarin Oriental, KL.

Sesudah Subuh, kami pay our last respect to Cik Lia dulu. Sementara snm masih tidur kan... Dah selesai, pagi tu, kami breakfast with MIL dulu. snm hantar school macam biasa. Then noon, kami dating and usai dating pick kenit from school and terus ke sis's place for dinner with my family pula.

Tahun ni paling banyak surprise delivery yang diterima. Syukur ya Allah.. Memang PKP style sungguh kemain asyik-asyik orang panggil hantar macam-macam! Seronok gila! Semoga Allah kurniakan yang baik-baik buat semua yang memberi.

Tak habis lagi November, berita kematian ketiga tahun ni pula. This time, on arwah Abah's side. My cousin lost her husband. 

Ni pun macam sekejap sangat baru dapat tau diagnosed cancer and due to PKP semua tak sempat nak susun visit ke apa, but Allah lebih sayangkan Abg Ikram, Al fatihah... 

Ini jugalah asbab kami kembali ke Malim Nawar.  

Ended the year with a weekend birthday-cation for Mak's birthday and Ipoh trip for Wani's wedding.

Alhamdulillah despite all the hardship, challenges and macam-macam dugaan, we managed to end our 2020 quite well.

Indeed, Allah is the best planner. Jangan sesekali kita semua ragukan rahmat Allah. Ada jalannya untuk setiap kesukaran. Macam mana genting sekali pun keadaan, jangan sesekali biarkan ianya putus.

Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim to 2021.
May Allah protect and keep us safe always.

Maaf Zahir Batin from us. May the new year brings everyone a great blessings, health, iman and happiness. InsyaAllah, Ameen. ❤️❤️

Love, Ayu

Down to memory lane...

25th December 2020... the last Friday of this tough year.... is definitely a memorable one. Maybe since ada all these social media platforms, I have never or sangat cuit-cuit je mentioned about my hometown on arwah Abah's side. 

Bukan marah, bukan benci, mungkin berjauh hati. Biasalah, setiap keluarga ada 'drama' nya kan? At the end, blood is definitely thicker than water. What I can say is, communication is the key. Ego kena buang jauh-jauh. Hidung jangan tinggi sangat. Sebab, nanti menyesal dikemudian hari. #selfreminder 

Alhamdulillah, syukur that my sis had this idea of coming back here to visit our cousin sister yang baru kehilangan husbandnya. 

But wait, before anyone wants to terdetik on anything, let me get this crystal clear, first. Yes, we literally menziarah but of course, we followed SOP ok. My sis makes sure everyone was disinfected before kami sampai to Yong's (our cousin) place. My husband siap bawak our portable UV light ok. Ni bukan nak self-defense ke apa as we don't owe anyone an explanation. But, it is also something we wanted to ingat sampai bila-bila... a visit during pandemic and how we embrace the new norm by #kitajagakita.

So anyways, back to the visit. Arwah Abah was born and breed from Kg. Malim Nawar, Malim Nawar, Perak. I can truthfully say that I spent most of my childhood and school holidays, here. I learned how to ride a bike here. Weiiii jangan main² bukan sebarang basikal ok, basikal tua! (go Google on how it looks like!)

Punyalah 'rajin' sangat balik kampung kan.... sesat barat weiii!!! Ya Allah... lawak nak mati. Memang berderai gelak tu. Mula-mula macam excited... eh ni dah lain, eh ni dah lain... tiba-tiba sampai penghujung jalan... eh! mana jalan masuk kampung? hahahhahaa.....

Lepas tu bergaduh² on house number and address. Sis pro gila siap hafal lagi nombor rumah Yong. But macam biasa, semua competitive tak bertempat..kemain argue dalam kereta kata dia salah. Hahahaa.... (Turun² kereta terus sis terpa Yong.. "Yong, apa nombor rumah Yong ni??" - Korang mampu terpa tuan rumah macam tu?? Hahhahahha... And yes, my sis betul ye. 👏👏👏👏)

Tapi eksyen weiiii nak juga try sendiri (yes, Waze fail on us!) .. last² called our niece to the rescue. She got his brother to rescue us. Adoih. 

(Thanks Tajul & Ayie!)

Awhhhhh.... my heart just bloom. Speechless. There's no words to describe how I felt bila jejakkan kaki back here, in Malim Nawar.

It's my husband's first time here. It's lilD's first time too. Our daughter's too!

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah syukur. 

(Abaikan muka ku yang menahan gelak tu)

From left, clockwise: Mom, our nephew Tajul, our cousin Yong, Yong's sister, also our cousin Kak Ulin, hubs, BIL, bigD, lilD, yours truly and sis. (Missing in this picture, Tajul's wife, Wati and their children)

Start from bercerita perihal arwah Abg Ikram (Al Fatihah), sampai la to all the memories that we've been through here. Aduhai... Tak tau la nak describe macam mana. Lost in words to luahkan.

Budak kecik kat hujung tu bukan main seronok ye. Bebas berlarian kesana kemari sebab semua melayan dia. 

Yong bagi dia main toys lama Ala a.k.a Iskandar (her youngest son) which is a remote car.. eh punya happy joget joget minah tu. Awak tu girl laaaaaa... Perangai siapa la dia ikut ganas macam boy niiiii (jeling diri sendiri).

Thanks Wati for the delicious Mee and Cekodok. 

Lawak seterusnya bila balik kampung ni, my sis and I adalah yang bongsu here. Ini menyebabkan bigD, lilD and SNM automatically jadi Uncle and Aunties here. Anak² Tajul macam tercengang and blur sebab kena panggil SNM, Aunty Baby. Hahahhaha... Bertabahlah ye. I would like to keep this tradition bukan sebab pangkat, tapi untuk mudah for our younger generation get hold of the susur galur keturunan. Jangan nanti tak tau macam mana bersangkut. At least, bila teringat that you kena panggil si kenit ni Aunty Baby, it will somehow clicked who is Nenda Ayu to your Opah. 

Tak nak nanti senang² je, sedara tu.. sedara ni.. tapi tak tahu macam mana bersangkut. 

Tq Yong, Kak Ulin, Tajul & family.

InsyaAllah, we will come back. There's a lot more to show and tell to bigD, lilD & SNM. Selama ni, they dengar cerita je. But now, we can actually show it to them. 

Masih terngiang² ayat pertama Tajul once I stepped down from the car.. "Macam mana Mak Ayu boleh sesat, tadi???"

(Danggg!!!!! Memang lawak laaaaaaaaaa... Heroin round kampung dengan basikal sesat bila balik kampung)

Last but not least, I end this entry with picture rumah pusaka arwah Atok. Al Fatihah Atok... I missed you, dearly. 

Love, Ayu

Keras von duduk dalam kereta...

Kisah tragik Ramadhan kedua ku. Hahahahaah....
Macam ni, mom ada medical checkup puasa kedua tu. Last her checkup ni last year tau. Ni bukan yang masalah hari tu.. ni lain. Ni checkup yang biasa je. Like high blood, cholestrol etc...

So, kisahnya dah alang2 Ayu  bercuti, before pergi checkup mom, ambil lah kesempatan run her errands sesiap. Selesai solat macam tu, baru gerak ke hospital. 

Selalu memang Ayu akan drop mom dulu and Ayu akan gerak cari parking. Owh my parking di PPUM memang terkenal lah dengan penuh kusut etcnya.

Memang mencabar iman.

Settle parking, Ayu akan cari mom. Selalunya, if dia rasa sihat and kuat, dia akan slow slow pergi bagi her medical card and tunggu siap2 di depan bilik rawatan. So kali ni, bukan je tunggu siap2 di depan bilik rawatan, siap dah ada kawan baru berborak bagai plus chop tempat untuk Ayu di sebelah dia. Haha.

Clever.mom.of.mine.

Alhamdulillah her blood result are all ok.

Yay! Syukur...

Tq Allah! 

Selesai checkup the normal routine.

Take number for next appointment - Mom tunggu next appointment -Ayu settle bayaran ubat & tunggu ubat.

Surprisingly, even though ramai, semuanya berjalan lancar.

We are done by 4pm.

Kira cepat la tu if semua process tu settle in an hour. If not, tunggu ubat je dah 2jam! Itu pun bahagi dua kerjanya. 

Kesian tengok those yang datang alone. Warga emas pulak tu.

So anyways, kami yang happy ni pun jalan lah dua beranak naik lift menghala ke parking. Sambil borak2, siap Ayu sempat update sis and BIL mom's result semua.

Masuk kereta. Keluar from parking lot and tak bergerak.

Eh.kenapa.ni??????

Dan kami parking di level 6 yeeeeeeeee.....

Rupanya, traffic jam tu bermula dari main road depan PPUM tu hah. Can you imagine that? Melarat sampai ke tingkat 6 dalam parking nunnnnnnn.

Tepat 415pm dalam kereta.

Sampai rumah?

Tepat 705pm.

Paling kesian dengan mom. Kaki dia lama tergantung duduk dalam kereta, nak turun ,masa sampai rumah tu terus cramp. :(

The next day, Ramadhan kami macam biasa. Alhamdulillah.

Nothing beats breaking fast dengan family tercinta. 

Selesai diary Ramadhan 2 and 3 untuk 2013. 

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Berbuka di Madrasah

Ini ialah cerita di hari pertama Ramadhan

Tu diaaaaaaa baik buat rumusan sebulan berpuasa je kan?

Hik hik hik

My first day balik rumah tu Alhamdulillah walaupun jalan jam, tak la sampai tahap Ayu terpaksa berbuka dalam kereta. Phewww...

Alhamdulillah.

So, balik rumah ngam soiiii sampai. Dalam 6:55pm. Sis dah settle dah semuanya. Tq kakakku. Hehe. (Padahal memang hari2 pun dia yang kasi settle)

Masa ni semua tengah berkumpul depan TV sambil borak2 menunggu waktu berbuka. Family time lah kononnya. So sice Ayu paling last sampai, sambil lalu tu usha la lauk. Kari udang dengan kacang panjang. Pergghhhh sedapnyaaaaaaaaa....

Then, masuk bilik mom.

"Assalamualaikuummmm Ayu dah balik niiii..... Maaakkk...,,"

Bukak je pintu dia.. nampak mom dah proper dengan jubah bertudung semua..

"Ha dah balik pun. Jom berbuka dekat madrasah. Tok buat majlis sekali doa selamat tahlil semua. Esok depa berangkat umrah and raya sana..."

Errrrrrrrrrrrrr......

There.goes.kari.udang.ku

Berbuka di Madrasah lah kita.

#redha

My sis and my BIL gelak tak payah cerita lah kan. Kari udang tu....

But no problem. Sahur nanti ada.

All in all, ada la kelebihannya.

My 1st day iftar, dapat berjemaah Maghrib, Isyak dan sekalian Terawikh + Witir.

Dapat bertahlil dan doa selamat.

Dapat ,mengaji sikit in between.

So, it is not that bad after all kan?

Hari Selasa saya....

Korang kerja eh semalam?

(insert: gelak evil)

Semalam Ayu cuti sebab mak punya medical checkup... Memang kalau nak pergi medical checkup on her liver ni memang Ayu always risau... 

From the last checkup (which is 6 months ago) memang berdebar dia extra.

Kes liver my mom ni begini.

Ibu saya ni dah tak ada hempedu. Her bladder was removed years ago sebab ada batu. Bladder tak sama concept dengan hati yang boleh main buah separuh all, baldder once dah ada batu or rosak memang buang je lah jawapannya.

Kalau korang selalu gastrik melampau dah makan ubat gastrik pun tak baik2 jugak. Ayu suggest pergi buat scan check bladder. Kemungkinan besar ada padu di hempedu tu sangat tinggi. Mak dulu malam2 siap lah kena attack. Semuanya serba tak kena. Duduk tak boleh. Baring tak boleh. Berdiri tak boleh. Berpeluh2 menahan sakit. Sejuk2 kaki menanggung pedih ulu hati.

Klinik? GASTRIK katanya.

So, kalau ada simptom ini semua, please check and get 2nd opinion.

Jadinya, bila bladder dah tak ada sistem percernaan kena senantiasa di pantau etcs. She have to eat in small size but banyak kali. Kena kerap makan. 

Dan makanan pun better cari yang fiber banyak sikit. Sebabnya there's no more bladder nak tolong cerna dengan proper daaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn minyak berlebihan akan diserap dek liver dengan selambanya.

Hati tak tahu itu minyak baik or minyak jahat.. bila lama2, terjadilah FAT LIVER.

Bila liver rosak, minyak tu dah salut sampai dia pun tak boleh function, it will lead to HepatitisB and sakit hati. Semua ni akan bermula dengan jaundice etcs. 

Nauzubillah.

Last year, bila mom's liver doctor biasa refer ke pakar. Ayu hampir luluh jantung. Ayu takut sangat. So I googled pemakanan and lain2 kaedah yang boleh bantu mak. Masa tu, we all berulang alik ke PPUM for checkup every month and mak kena ambil darah hampir dua minggu sekali. Macam2 test dia kena go through. 

Sampai bengak2 tangan dia. Sobs.

Untuk hati memang tiada ubat ye.

You all kena usaha cemana nak singkir minyak/fat berlebihan yang dah menempek kat hati tu.

Untuk yang early stage lah.

No 1. Her first meal.

Dulu memang pagi2 I will prepare her Anlene for her morning drink. But now with her current situation Calsium is not the only thing I should look at about. 

So, I bought the small pack of Nestle Omega Plus.

Why? Sebab dia kata ada calcium, ada omega (for choloestrol)

cholestrol is bad fat, no?

Main ikut logic je ni.

Tukar immediately next morning.

The small pack tahan 2 minggu which just nice untuk her next ambil darah session.

Sambung beli lagi small pack and we are all scheduled for her next appointment.

Syukur Alhamdulillah.... Her reading menurun. 

Ya Allah syukurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

But of course the doctor takes all the credits.

"Tahniah Mak Cik, kan saya dah kata if Mak Cik dengar nasihat saya, senaman, diet Mak Cik boleh fight fat liver ni.. Mak Cik kena teruskan saranan saya tu yer..."

(Mak? Senaman? Dia sakit lutut oiiii.. Jalan dalam rumah pun boleh 4 round je max..)

But again, syukur..

Lepas tu, memang terus stick dengan Nestle Omega Plus tu.

Sebab ada perubahan positive, from setiap bulan, doctor tukar ke setiap 3 bulan. So end of last year, doktor cakap perubahan sangat positive. Alhamdulillah.

and her appointment terus ditukar ke the next 5 months which is semalam.

And semalam Alhamdulillah, her liver condition teramat positive.

So, next appointment is next year! Alhamdulillah..

No more pakar hati emergency and painful ambil darah session for liver this year...

Yay!

Selesai PPUM, mom was all happy and bersyukur.. Dia suggest kami dua beranak visit new babies aropund us.

1. Cucu to my cousin.

Which means cicit for my mom and also cucu for me.

Kat mana? Serendah joms.

Alololololo cinonet nyaaaaaaaaa...

Yang penting Alhamdulillah, my niece and my grand-niece ni selamat sihat.

Ada la a bit complication yang jadi.

Actually baby Nur Airis Quratu'ain ni due next week. But from the last checkup, from the scan, doctor tengok baby sedikit kecil and air ketuban ada kurang. So, my niece was admitted sebab doctor nak observe both baby and mom.

Masa dalam observation tu, heartbeat baby semakin menurun, so emergency C-Sect kena dibuat dengan segera.

Tak pe lah ye sayang yang penting both Airis and mummy sihat.

Alhamdulillah..

Welcome to the big family my dear.

Nenda loves you.

Airis ni cucu ke tiga my cousin. Kebetulan mummynya anak ketiga jugak.

Usai melawat Airis, kami Zohor and lunch terus gerak pulang ke PJ.

Kita nak visit another baby pulak..

Presenting.. Tun Elle Sofea.

Baby sister to Tun Zara Sofea.

2nd daughter to Farezah & Tun..

Pipi tu..pipi tu...

oiiii geraaammmmmmm

Kakak Zara menyorok belakang Ipin..

So sweet tau Zara ni.. Masa ni, my mom kat bawah berborak dengan mak mertua Farezah. Tiba2 kenit ni naik.. "Aunty Ayu, jemputlah minum"

Alololololo.. Kakak2 sangatttt...

cubit kang..

Lepas berborak and tengok Farezah all..

Kami minta la diri..

See you again later Elle...

(Kemain abah ko kan.. Zara lah, Elle lah.. habis 3rd baby? Tun ANYA Sofea kah?)

Haha.

Bangunan SUK, Shah Alam

Sabtu lepas (21st Apr 2013), mom dah awal-awal pesan and inform Ayu ada dua wedding yang kami kena attend. Wedding anak-anak kawan mengaji dia. No problem. Both aunties Ayu kenal. Baik sangat.
Penambahan fakta, ada dua lagi kawan mengaji mom yang ikut sama.
Me no problemo. Come come. The trusted supirah on duty. (Padahal lagi ramai, lagi supirahnya berani nak memandu..Cerrr suruh sengsorang.. mau tinggal kereta tepi jalan and pakat tahan cab)

So, the plan. Jemput mom's friend at 10:45am and zasss ke Dewan Perdana Felda, KL. Selesai sana around 1:30pm terus ke Dewan Jubli Perak, Bangunan SUK, Shah Alam. In between, or after kenduri Shah Alam, cari port solat Zohor.
Supirah setuju. Mak supirah setuju. Penumpang setuju. Ok cun.

Alhamdulillah, semuanya lancar tanpa sebarang traffic jam meruntun jiwa. Syukur.

Since sampai SUK awal, mom and her friends decided nak jengah kenduri dulu. Lagipun we all baru je sudah makan. Ni more on memenuhi jemputan dan minum la air sikit plus kuih muih mana yang ada. Jangan tidak. So, lepas usai jengah kenduri baru lah kami berbondong bersama mencari surau.

Keluar banquet hall tu, Ayu nampak sign tulis surau. Ok, good. Ayu inform mom and her friends and semua pun happy lah dapat jumpa surau. Senang. Nak jalan ke surau tu boleh tahan jugak jarak dia. But nevermind. No rush.

Masuk je area yang bertulis "Surau Wanita", mom dah tegur cakap.. "Kenapa malap? Tak de lampu ke Yu?"
Ayu cakap.."Tak pe mak, Ayu bukak pintu, biar cahaya masuk sementara mak semua masuk. So takde lah gelap sangat.."
I went it first. Tahan pintu dengan tangan kanan my mom menyusul terus ke tepi Ayu because I was trying to reach suis lampu and the moment the lights on kedebummmm bunyi!
Ibu saya jatuh. :(
At that moment, my heart stopped. Ayu lepas kan pintu. Sampai hari ni, Ayu tak tau and hope I didn't terhempas pintu tu at my mom's friend.

I rushed to her. Terus cuba dudukkan dia. Looked at her face tengok terhantuk mana. And now, check on her leg and lutut. Dah la mom memang ada masalah lutut. And since dia ada sakit lutut plus dia memang pesakit high blood, all of us sangat berhati-hati jaga dia. Jatuh mahupun 'nak terjatuh' is never an option for our mom. :(
Last mom jatuh masa kena ragut last two years. 

Then, I try to calm down and asked her as calm as possible.
"Mak sakit kat mana?" (I am actually trying to make conversation with her. Ayu nak observe cara dia reply all. Dalam hati hanya Allah je tahu betapa Ayu panic dan takut sangat apa-apa jadi to mom especially stroke. Nauzubillah)
Lega hati bila mom menjawab normal. Takde changes ekpresi muka mahupun suara. Sounds normal. Then, dia cakap.. "Lutut mak sakit..."
Slowly Ayu pangku dia and pegang lutut slowly. Terus ayat-ayat shifa' yang selalu Ayu amalkan dalam kitab Manzil berpusing-pusing dalam kepala. Dengan lafaz bismillah..Ayu pegang lutut yang mom cakap sakit tu sambil baca verses from kitab tu. Lepas tiga kali baca dan hembus, Alhamdulillah mom said, she wants to get up.

Ini puncanya.
Nampak split level tu?
Nampak carpet yang tiada langsung perbezaan tu?

Ini jer cahaya lampu yang ada dalam surau tu ye. Ini sahaja. Memang sengaja Ayu tak guna flash untuk ambil gambar ini.

1. Maintainance mana? Kenapa benda-benda kecil seperti tukar bulb lampu tidak dibuat segera.
2. Kelesaan surau. Jangankan aircond, kipas pun tiada di dalam surau ni. Stuffy tak payah cakap lah.
3. Buat lah sesuatu untuk orang tau ada split level disitu. Malang tidak berbau.

Alhamdulillah, nothing serius happened to my mom. But what if? Orang lain ke kena? Dan menjadi sebab dan punca pula surau ni?
Nak salahkan surau ker?
Kenapa boleh habiskan berpuluh ribu ringgit terhadap benda lain tetapi tidak kepada ruang ibadat?
Walaupun yang disewa untuk acara hanyalah dewan banquet itu sahaja, tetapi, tempat awam seperti tandas dan surau sepatutnya di pastikan berfungsi dengan baik.

I lost respect to bangunan gah mana sekali pun kalau surau dan tandas camples! (read: Chaaa-peh-less)

Ye, saya marah. Orang boleh kata saya emosi sebab yang kena tu ibu saya. Kalau anda? Tak marah?
Ok lah, benda nak jadi. Tapi perkara ini bila dikaji, sepatutnya memang boleh dielakkan dari terjadi.

A note to the Management of Bangunan SUK, Shah Alam, Selangor.
Tolong pastikan kebajikan surau anda terjaga. Pasang la sekurang-kurang kipas. Bilik kecil tu tak ada ventilation langsung. Dan buatlah garisan ke, apa-apa sahaja lah yang boleh membezakan split level tersebut. Jangankan orang berusia, orang muda seperti kamu pun boleh tergolek kat situ.
Dan ingat, risiko jatuh ni, bukan terletak pada orang berusia sahaja ye. Orang muda kalau jatuh sekarang ni pun, bermacam benda boleh terjadi.

And to all yang membaca, please be extra careful jika sesiapa ke sana. Tempat tu nampak old dah pun. Tapi tempat lama mana pun, kalau dijaga dan dimaintain InsyaAllah masih terpelihara. Tapi, maintainance disitu.. entahlah.


Love, Ayu

my semput Saturday

started my day 2 hours later than the usual doing the same routine.
additional nya, i got to see my lovely doves (i claimed they're mine) nom nom nom.
:D

settled the normal chores, rushed mandi, siap etcs and off to Shah Alam for an Aqiqah feast.
ada cucu sedara lagi sorang oiiii... ko mampu jadi nenda di awal 30-an.
i am ok.
ngeh ngeh ngeh.

no complaints. proud of it.

the normal stuff.
tahlil.
doa selamat.
majlis tahnik. (belah mulut dengan madu + kurma to the baby sambil didoakan yg baik2 sahaja..barakallah hu fiha)
marhaban.
selawat.
berzanji.

and or course...
what kumpulan marhaban do best...

nasyid berendoi..
bukan sahaja baby boleh lena.. malah...
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ahli kumpulan marhaban juga.
(tq makcik sudi jadi model blog saya)

settled Shah Alam, off to Bukit Rimau. (also in Shah Alam)

visiting BIL's sis whom currently warded kat Columbia Asia Hospital.
Rehab selepas bypass operation nya.

tengok.
visit.
tanya khabar.
peluk cium sampaikan salam.

off to Gombak.

ada wedding invite.
wedding adik to Rose.
muda belia lagi adiknya.. alhamdulillah dah menikah.. congrats to Haikal & wife...

muka2 yang confirm akan ada juga diinvite sama.

Rose tu tangan tak reti duduk diam. eiii....
kalau tidak, dapatlah dunia menyaksikan betapa solehah jelitanya Rose & Kak Red that day.
me likey.

and also the soon-to-be bride & groom... adik Kak Long yang masam but maintain lonjong.. Yanok.
:D

Sid was there earlier. but kerana bekejar ke kenduri lain, dia adalah sudah tiada ketika ketibaan saya.
sobs.
but..............................kita adalah dapat souvenir lawa from Sid... all the way from India bebeh.
Tq Sid...
(gambar elek sebab mak buat as her harta already. tak sempat snap)

dapat jumpa RedBaby.
dapat gomol RedBaby.

eh lupa entry visit RedBaby tak keluarkan lagi.
Alah... macam tak biasa.

pasangan Yanok-Bojeng amik peluang mengedarkan kad kawin mereka juga.
kad dua.
majlis tiga.
+ bojeng, empat majlis.
akukawinsokbudakberduanitakdatangSIAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

settle wedding adik Rose.
me & mom off to Mydin Kepong.
tak shopping.
mengangkut apa yang di plan earlier.

parking hazabnya.
ayu pusing 4 kali.
mak pun dah selesai amik barang.
so tinggal amik je dia etcs and off balik rumah.

baru nak sampai rumah.
cousin called.
dia nak datang hantar barang.
terus solat laju2.
masak air. hidang apa patut.
apa ada je lah ye.

almost maghrib baru dia balik.
eh ke dah masuk waktu.

masuk je toilet tau2 dah mula gelap.
tak dinner.
tak peduli TV.

krooohhh... krooohhh.....

nak tunggu sabtu bukan main lama.
bila dah hari sabtu...
semput2 dah malam.

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