Happy Birthday sayang...

Tujuh tahun lepas, only Allah knows how exciting in each of our family members heart is. As early as 6am, your mama (sis) dah ready to go to the hospital. Yes, it's due already but id doesn't show anything like you wanted to see the world just yet. ;)

best ye duduk dalam perut mama.. awak tau tak semua orang tak sabar nak jumpa awak? ehhehe...

Your mama was accompanied by your papa & Jaddah. I was at home, excitingly mengemas your playpen. Excited sangat rasa masa ni....

You are definitely the long awaited precious baby. Cucu sulung Jaddah. Anak sulung mama & papa. And my first anak saudara.

When mama, papa & jaddah settled down in labor room, mama rang me up just nak bagi atie dengar bunyi your heartbeat.

baru dengar through phone pun dah buat atie rasa nak terbang pergi hospital there & then. ;)

tunggu punya tunggu, doctor decide nak induce your mama. Few minutes je lepas your mama kena induce.. nurses & doctor bergegas berlari sebab kat their monitor screen shows your heart best makin lama makin menurun..

yes, the very heart beat yang atie dengar tadi..makin menghilang..

your mama was then wheeled to the operation theater for an emergency C-sect which is the best decision to save both you & herself.

Jaddah rang me up at home and i left everything unorganized at home and rushed myself to the hospital...

masa ni..Allah je tau apa yang kami bertiga rasa... let alone how your mama feels.. but as for atie, papa & jaddah.. we were so worried.

when i met your papa & jaddah in the room, tak de bunyi apa pun. semua senyap.. but tak putus2 papa buat solat sunat untuk mama & awak.. tak putus atie & jaddah doakan supaya semuanya selamat....

tepat pukul 10:21am, nurse panggil papa awak...

bagitau kata..Alhamdulillah semuanya selamat... Sujud syukur kami bertiga kehadratNYA...

Alhamdulillah...

you were born via C-sect at 10:20am.

papa & Jaddah (and of course me too) then rushed to the nursery...

papa masuk dulu.. tak lama lepas tu, atie dengar laungan azan. Subhanallah! I couldn't describe how I feel at that time..

then, jaddah masuk... and papa lepas tu, bawak awak to the door where i waited eagerly to see you..

the moment atie nampak awak.. atie rasa tenang sangat.. happy sangat.. sayu sangat.. semua ada...

slowly.. i touch touched your cheek, kissed your forehead and say.. "Assalamualaikum Danish sayang..."

and you know what happened? you open your eyes and close it back. Just a blinked. baru tak sampai setengah jam keluar..fresh from the oven lah orang kata.. awak dah start giving your aunty surprises, eh? :)

and from that moment.. everything changed.

you've completed our family sayang...

you've given all of us at home the most precious experience in life.

and today, as this entry published tepat 10:20am, you're a 7 years old champ!

To my one and only busuk masyam,

Happy 7th birthday.

I will always pray for the best that life could offer you... the best of iman, faith, courage, love, akhlak, aqidah, health, wealth and rezeki.

I love you sayang.. Atie will always here to love, support and being there for you untill Allah takes me away from this world.

Muhammad Danish Shah.. happy birthday once again.

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Puppet Show!

sementara tunggu Isyak masuk, usually, i will hang out at mom's room.. sambil2 tengok berita plus berborak bergossip dengan dia plus melepak....

if it's a school night, selalunya my bothDs akan membusy buat homework masing2 or do their own revision ke apa.

but there's one night, lilD tak de homework. walaupun kadar penyiasatan secara terperinci telah dilakukan terhadap semua buku2 sekolah dia.. confirm dia tak de homework.

hahaha...

makanya, whole waiting for Isyak, we were entertained by our lilD's own puppet show!

;)

seriusly.. don't ask me what is the character and what is the story is all about..

all i know.. my lilD has such a cute voice playing on of the scene from Wonder Pets.

sumpah comel ok..

;)

tetiba ada bunyi..

"ini seriusssss... ada haiwan dalam bahaya!"

ehhehee...

sekian sahaja puppet show from lilD yang gedik tapi paling disayangi...

;)

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Penerangan untuk entry : OK lah! I lie!

Thank you so much dearies for the comments, nasihat & jugak cadangan pasal the previous entry.

actually benda ni dah setahun jadi.. and sepanjang setahun ni.. ayu dah:

1. email

2. call

3. sms

4. message kat FB

5. message kat wall FB

6. cuba hubungi melalui family members

dan yang ayu dapat adalah:

1. no reply

2. blocked from posting at her FB wall

3. deleted from her FB friends list

4. she changed her blog address

5. didnt pick up my call let alone returning my calls

6. no reply at all as well from the family members.

but its ok.

all i need to do is doakan yang terbaik and moga dia mengampunkan apa jugak dosa ayu kat dia..

:(

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OK lah! I lie!

I lie when I said I just don't care about the friendship anymore. The fact is, I still care.

How can we ignore such friendship?

Years of happiness, sadness... we shared almost every single thing together (except boy friend, of course).

I’m out of thoughts thinking what went wrong.

What did I do?

What have I said?

I know that I am not a perfect person.

Let alone trying to be the best or a perfectionist.

But again, is this a fair punishment?

You’re punishing me on the thing that I didn't know.

It’s like sending me to death sentence for no reason.

Am I mad?

Am I angry?

NO.

But I am indeed feeling so frustrated.

What happen to those promises that we'll stay friends no matter what?

What happen to those phrases that you wrote in my convocation card? "friends forever..."

What happen to that?

Tell me!

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Cuaca

Lately ni cuaca agak kurang menentu kan?

It goes extremely panas or extremely hujan....

Untuk Ayu yang office kat tingkat 7 ni... memang kalau hujan dengan kadar lebat melampau tu.. naik seram jugak la... and kat tingkap level 7 ni nanti kan ada bunyi macam nyilu sangat tau...

at that point.. ada lagi satu kerisauan yang melanda..

my WaHaB!

sebabnya, my parking space tu, dikelilingi pokok...

pokok2 yang tinggi...

and petang tu....

lihatlah....

tu daun yang melayang... pernah tau case dahan pokok tu menjunam sampai pecah cermin one of the car kat situ..

alahai.. mintak simpang mintak simpang...

air & angin ni..macam api jugak kan?

kecik, jadi kawan.. kalau besar????

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cubaan melarikan diri

Hahaha..
No lah!
Saja je bikin gempak.

Tu my very own ironman tengah saje bikin gempak buat2 nak panjat pagar.

Masa ni, we all semua tengah melepak beramai-ramai kat depan rumah.
Saje je melepak petang-petang kat luar ni.

Happy weekends korang!

Shisha Malis Corner.. siapa layan?

siapa layan shisha angkat tangan cepaaaattt!!!!!!

owh! jangan ternganga besar sangat mulut tu... hamboi kalau pasal buat speculation.. saya tak layan lah..

just nak bercerita je pasal shisha ni...

kenapa ayu terpanggil nak bercerita pasal shisha ni?

because, i was indeed amazed with how this shisha makes an individual become addicted to it and not only that, it has also creates a new network and circle of friends.

yes, just by lepak & having shisha.

:)

lagipun dulu2 i remember zaman shisha macam baru jadi the 'in thing' kat sini semua pun macam layan kat kedai2 arab je kan...

but now a days... merata dah ada.. one of the hot spot is at Malis Corner, Taman Bunga Raya.

Ada ke orang yang blur bila ayu cakap pasal shisha ni???

bukan shasha ye.. shisha...

sebabnya, masa i wrote this draft during lunch kat office like few weeks back, ada one of my colleague actually asked me.. "you're writing about shisha?? what's that???"

at first i thought he was just goofing around or something... sekali elok je dia tarik kerusi lepak kat my desktop waiting for further explanation.

hati ku memang berkata.. "lohaaaii....betul2 tak tau rupanya...."

so i described how does the bottle look like and etcs...

so kengkawan, kalau lah ada umat yang masih tak tau shisha tu apa.. bagitau jer derang, it's an Arabic water-pipe yang ada tobacco smoked using a flexible tube connected with a container yang mixed with molasses and flavor extract.

i think lah. hahahaha........

owh! and, smoked tu, cooled bila passed through water tu.

(entah ye..entah tidak ni..:P)

cakap pasal flavor...korang leh check out flavor yang di offer kat Malis Shisha Corner by clicking this link ----> flavors

frankly lah ek... bau dia.. hu mak aii... sedapnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

but tu lah, bukan elok pun untuk kita2 yang menebeng menghidu tu hah...

uhuks!

anyways, buat semua yang pernah dengar or nak join community Malis Shisha ni, add them up kat FB, twitter and boleh jugak go to their official blog and kat sana boleh check out sendiri apa yang derang offer...

owh sid! BIL you dah jumpa belum tempat ni? tu ada link blog tu.. dalam tu ada peta segala.. you punya pasal la ni i buat entry tau...

ececece...tetiba salahkan sid. :P

...and i know ada je perempuan yang tak smoke, but layan shisha...

ada tak? kalau ada, and korang kenal.. ataupun diri korang sendiri.. meh la comment..

saja nak share cerita...

:)

Blurbings By,

Jasa tak ternilai...

Kat rumah sekarang ada process mengemas secara berperingkat. Sebabnya, proses penyalinan bumbung satu rumah telah berlangsung baru-baru ni... makanya barang-barang memang beralih kesana sini dan sinun.

penat ok.

jadi, disebabkan kami sekeluarga adalah amat tight up dengan pelbagai family events back to back.. makanya process mengemas rumah adalah teramat lah slow.

even the siput al-babs lagi laju speednya ok.

itulah fakta dan hakikatnya.

so anyways, dalam pada mengemas tu, me & mom ternampak dua kotak kasut yang we all memang dah bertahun tak bukak.

we started to look at each other and smile.

kotak yang berisi kasut ni.

kasut yang membawa berjuta memori and also jasa yang tak terhingga buat kami berdua.

sebabnya, kasut-kasut ni lah yang kami pakai masa mengerjakan haji back in 2005.

berjalan all the way from Mekah to Arafah... subhanallah! sejuta kenangan manis sungguh.

i will never ever forget that...

tak penat langsung ok. even mom yang sakit lutut pun, tak terasa...

we were so happy walking with our jemaah... memerhatikan sekeliling and menghayati ciptaan Allah.

even masa sampai je Malaysia, kasut tu dah jadi kategori jahanam.. still, me & mom tak buang-buang dia jugak...

sayang kot.

jadinya, both shoes yang memang dah tak boleh digunakan lagi tu masih tersimpan elok dalam our shoe cabinet.

Blurbings By,

Mana satu?

Antara banyak-banyak yang tertera dalam gambar tu, yang mana satu menggambarkan diri anda?

Itu pilihan untuk kaum hawa,ye.

Buat kaum adam pulak, what type of girls yang korang suka if you were given only four choices itu sahaja?

Yes I know, karang ada la yang cakap pasal beriman etcs, but I also know, element nakal-nakal ni pun penting ok. Barulah fun. ;)

Moral? Menakal biar bertempat.
:p

So, pilih k?

Mengulang sejarah 7 tahun lepas...

ha.. ulang sejarah ok..

sejarah apa? sejarah melepak bersama..

gila kau.. lepak pun pakai sejarah...

hahahahahahaa

sejak masing2 (tidak termasuk yours truly) dah ada family sendiri ni, agak payah kalau nak berjumpa without excess baggage masing2..

kiranya, ni ala2 miracle jugak la bila mana masing2 berjaya datang lenggang kangkung sendirian berhad. :)

again, tidak termasuk yours truly.. ;)

(tak habis2 ayat promote diri)

so, siapakah subject matter dalam sinetron pengulangan sejarah ni?

jeng jeng!

my AngahYan, my AdikLela & myKajol.

memang sejarah ni.. dapat berjumpa mereka berseorangan.. and much missed lah keadaan macam ni. but ayu kan.. rindu gak dengan anak2 derang..ada je benda yang ayu nak tanya pasal budak2 tu...

muka mak2 ni macam dah nak telannnnnnnn je kan. ;)

orang baru nak rasa single skets..kita bantai bertanyakan anak2 nya pulak. hahahaha...

banyak betul yang kami borakkan...

airmata dari bergenang... kering.. gelak... bergenang balik...

subhanallah...

persahabatan macam ni... memang tiada pengganti..

tapi tulah.. nak being there for each other macam masa kat uni dulu..

now, cara being there for each other adalah amat berbeza...

but still, the friendship & sistership tu masih kuat...

insyaAllah...

mana boleh ayu nak lupa kan mereka2 ni yang always there for me through out my uni days..

sakit pening demam segala.. ini lah dia manusia2 yang banyak berjasa.. (also myn)

paling berjasa, derang ni la tolong cover jangan bagitau mom. because i don't want mom to risau.

to that...

Syukur.. thanks Allah for the beautiful sisters and friends...

p/s: bila nak lari lagi korang?

Blurbings By,

Kenduri menjamu mata... BERPINAR!

for sure korang boleh teka kenduri apa yang dimaksudkan ni kan? yelah... for the first time ever ayu merupakan orang terakhir yang update ni.. kena amik anugerah nampaknya ni... hahaha...
cerita pasal apa ni? alah cerita yang ada kat sini, sini, sini and sini tuuuuuuu.... ;)
(sila click di setiap perkataan sini untuk mendapatkan cerita yang sama tetapi berlainan versi)


kekdahnya, lepas je kepulangan kak red from her europe trip tu, we all dok bertolak tarikh sana sini sinun nak set timing nak berjumpa...
bukan apa, timing waktu pulak sangat dekat dengan wedding dila..jadinya memang agak tight untuk semua berkumpul.
padahal, perbincangan berbagai agenda memang dok buat hari2...


finally, entah macam mana, we end up with a slot but since venue semua macam tak kena and timing pulak masing2 ada jadual sebelum & selepas waktu yang dirancang, VA lah jawabnya... dan dek kerana tak nak mengecahkan tuan rumah, kami tapau McD je.. senang cerita..


dah alang2 kami kat situ.. semestinya lah kami nak kendurikan segala belian & collection mak merah kannn......








as a women, memang penipu besar kalau ada yang declare tak sukakan kecantikan, handbags or shoes... itu memang lumrah...


cuma, kita beli lah ikut kemampuan sendiri.... and we all tumpang happy joy joy tengok pegang and learn about kak red's collection.
yes, once you're a handbag freak... its a whole process of learning ok.
ni jenis apa.. ni kenapa macam ni.. nak jaga dia macam mana.. tak boleh kena jeans material etc etc etc...
kenduri pun ye.. class pun ye... hahaha..

seronok siut duduk situ main2 dengan all the designer handbags... perrrrgghhhh... thanks kak red bagi can kami2 yang tak tau malu ni melihat, membelek & berangaaaaaannn....

keh keh keh.....

and sekali... kak red keluar bawak sampai lima plastic harrods... jeng jeng!!! souvenir for us, GBM!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!

and guess what it is lah kan... LongChamp people!!!!!!!

just look at our happy faces lah kan.. macam dapat hadiah christmas ok. huuhu.. dah la plastic hijau.. tukang bagi pakai baju merah.. molek benar lah tu...

;)

TQ so so so ssssooo much kak red!!!!!!!!

memang tak disangka langsung ok... we didnt xpax anything pun.. cukup sekadar dia & sirman selamat pergi & balik and enjoy their trip.. memang LC sangat diluar jangkaan...

yang lawak tu.. ayu dapat yang merah.. berebut si dila, sid & rose mengayat nak mintak tukar.. dek kerana sampai tiga orang.. baik i just keep it je. ahhahaha.... :)

dan itu!!!!!
dapat pegang je pun dah puas hati ok.... bau dia.. perrrgggghh... tak lena tidur!!! uhuks! ;)

wat i can say.. lepas buat comparison memang sangat berbaloi la all the belian.. worth the price.. the trip and also value for money..

lepas tu, kami ramai2 kemas balik everything sebab red family nak rush keluar.. lepas dah babai cakap thank you kiss kiss hug hug.. maka berjalan GBM semua ke kereta masing2 sesambil melenggang plastic harrods... katanya! ;)

tengah2 jalan tetiba ayu tinggal sorang.. pusing2 tengok derang berempat khusyuk dok berbluetooth to each other.. apakah???

ooowwwwwhhh.... collection terhangat dipasaran rupanya...

korang boleh agak tak apa dia?????

Blurbings By,

hilang ku dicari kah?

echeh tajuk...
buatkan orang ramai rasa nak lempang2 je kan?
hahahaha...

anyways, olaaaa people!
miss me?
no???
hehehe...

it's been quite a while since i last wrote something in this blog.
not that i don't have something to blog about.. trust me, i have tons of stories to share..
but somehow, my mood and surroundings and not to mention condition was not at the top to blog.

rindu ok. seriusly.. i miss writing here so much..
yelah.. dah macam routine...
journal pun yer.. diary jauh sekali la..
kalau diary.. for sure blog ni dah di privatekan..
this blog is more on my personal daily journey yang i nak share with semua yang membaca... mana lah tau serba sedikit boleh share apa-apa information yang patut..

but one thing lah.. dah agak kurang enjoy share benda dalam blog ni.
ramai sangat orang yang prejudice...
saya yang sememangnya berjiwa sangat la kecik ni...terganggu la jugak..
BUT!
kesannya tak seteruk yang saya pernah kena dulu..
:)

sebab, satu, saya dah pernah kena..jadi adalah lebih kental la konon..
dua.. sebab saya surrounded with more great people...
so, i felt great even i'm down or stressed or tensed...apatah lagi kalau tengah happy joy joy..
:)
Alhamdulillah...

i think that's the power of making yourself occupied...
but of course, with the people that you're comfortable with and also doing things that you like.

lagipun, sejak dua menjak ni.. terlalu banyak benda yang jadi...
impact paling Ayu terasa is permergian my uncle...
i may looked ok... but deep inside i am not.
the moment Ayu dapat berita tu.. i was stunned.
redha mesti lah redha...
but loosing him.. is indeed a really big lost to me.
the same feeling when i lost nenek 19 years ago.

but, looking back to what ever he once told me..
i must move on..

so i guess... ayu the sun is back..
:)

p/s: siap lah korang baca cerita cerita basi... suka hati i la kaaannn??? :P



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