Qahwaa Express

nampak nama dia?
Qaahwa Express....

(SUMPAH DAH TAK INGAT NI DRAFT BILA TAHUN BECAUSE WHAT I REMEMBER WAKTU NI, WHB MASIH WITH ME. SOBS)

Was out kejap from home waktu tu sebab nak settle some things ad-hoc. Menolong rakan2 dikala mereka ditimpa kesusahan. Biasalah. Because we never know bila waktu kita.
Alhamdulillah, semua settle.

Cuma, lepas settle perut melapo pulak. Tengok jam dan 8pm. Aisey. Tak leh lah layan berat sangat or yang lambat sangat. I got curfew you.. nanti mak i jadi singa. Scaryyyyy......

So, my friend suggested here.
Pantas. Sempoi. Murah. Sedap.
Katanya....

So, mengoder lah kami.

Mocha with ice cream

Nasi goreng daging merah with telur mata

Oglio Olio seafood

And segelas air suam.

Total bill dalam RM15++

Murah kan?

Kalau korang nak pergi, tau tak Petronas yang dekat Hosp Ampang Puteri tu? Haaaaa.... go straight on lalu SPCA tu pastu turn right... terus je, ada shoplots bahagian dalam tu. Kat situ lah lokasinya.

Simple, sedap, berpatutan.

Nyums.

Blurbings By,

Amiha Ayu

Jack Reacher (2012)

Who is Jack Reacher?

Jack Reacher is a fictional character created by British author Jim Grant (who writes under the pen name of Lee Child) and is the main character in 17 books. A feature film starring Tom Cruise as Reacher, Jack Reacher, was released on December 21, 2012.

The Jack Reacher novel series

Title	Date of Publication	1st/3rd Person	ISBN	Plot
Killing Floor	March 1997	1st		After hopping off a Greyhound bus to pursue a whim (finding out what happened to a musician, "Blind Blake"), Reacher is arrested and charged with murder. After an attempt on his life while being held over the weekend in a state prison, Reacher is determined to figure out what happened. Later he finds out that the person he was framed for murdering was Joe Reacher, his brother. Unknowingly, Jack Reacher had stumbled into one of the biggest counterfeiting schemes in the United States. Subsequently, he takes on the vicious and ruthless butchers of a well established town gang operating a massive counterfeit notes racket. This novel is set in the fictional town of Margrave, Georgia.
Die Trying	July 1998	3rd		While helping Holly Johnson, an attractive young woman struggling with her crutches on a Chicago street, they turn around only to discover two handguns pointing at them. Reacher and the woman are thrown into a dark van and taken 2000 miles across America, completely unaware why they were kidnapped and where they are going. Finding themselves trapped in a seemingly remote place, they must work together to find the answers.
Tripwire	July 1999	3rd		Hanging around in Key West, digging pools by hand and moonlighting as a bouncer for a topless bar, Reacher finds himself wanted in New York by a Mrs. Jacob. She turns out to be the divorced wealthy attorney Jodie Garber, daughter of GeneralLeon Garber, Reacher's mentor and surrogate father in the Army. Jodie hired an investigator to find Reacher because her father was dying. Jack and Jodie begin investigating her father's last project, a search on behalf of the elderly parents of their military MIA son. They soon find themselves hunted by a psychopath businessman and military criminal crippled in the Vietnam War, who has a shadowy business and other secrets to protect. Reacher inherits a house and a steady girlfriend, and contemplates the joys of sedentary life.
The Visitor(published asRunning Blind in the US)	April 2000	3rd		It's tough being a high-flying woman in the Army. Very tough. When Sergeant Amy Callan and Lieutenant Caroline Cook are found dead in their own homes—in baths filled with Army-issue camouflage paint, their bodies completely unmarked—Jack Reacher is under suspicion. He knew them both—and he knows that they both left the Army under dubious circumstances, both victims of sexual harassment. A former U.S. military policeman, a loner and a drifter, he matches the psychologicalcriminal profile prepared by the FBI, and is arrested by ambitious Special Agent Julia Lamarr. But when the body of another woman, Sergeant Lorraine Stanley, is discovered, killed with similar precision, Reacher is released. Everyone fears there is a serial killer on the loose. But the FBI know something in Reacher's past and have strong persuasive powers. Before long Reacher finds himself heavily involved in the murder investigation. He has to find out what these women have in common and why someone is out to do them harm.
Echo Burning	April 2001	3rd	ISBN 0-515-13331-0	Hitching rides is an unreliable mode of transport. In temperatures of over a hundred degrees, you're lucky if a driver will open the door of his air-conditioned car long enough to let you slide in. That's Jack Reacher's conclusion. He's adrift in the fearsome heat of a Texas summer, and he needs to keep moving through the wide open vastness, like a shark in the water. The last thing he's worried about is exactly who picks him up. He never expected it to be somebody like Carmen. She's alone, driving a Cadillac. She's beautiful, young and rich. She has a little girl who is being watched by unseen observers. And a husband who is in jail. Who will beat her senseless when he comes out. If he doesn't kill her first. Reacher is no stranger to trouble. And at Carmen's remote ranch in Echo County there is plenty of it: lies and prejudice, hatred and murder. Reacher can never resist a lady in distress. Her family is hostile, the cops can't be trusted and the lawyers won't help.
Without Fail	April 2002	3rd		Reacher arrives in Atlantic City, New Jersey, after hitching a ride with a couple of aging musicians. He is accosted there byMary Ellen (M. E.) Froelich, a beautiful secret service agent who managed to track him down. She has a special request for him: she consults him on how he could kill the Vice-President; countering those methods would help her considerably in her job: protecting the Vice-President. He accepts the challenge, and enlists old colleague Frances Neagley to help carry out the mission. Froelich asked Reacher's assistance on this matter because of suspicious and threatening letters which had been sent to the Vice-President but instead intercepted by his protective team. Together, they attempt to find the ones responsible.
Persuader	April 2003	1st		Walking along the street, Reacher sees Quinn, a man who should be dead. Reacher is a man who hates unfinished business. Ten years ago, a key investigation went sour and Francis Xavier Quinn got away with murder. Now a chance encounter outside Boston's Symphony Hall brings it all back. And Reacher sees his one last shot to finish what was started all those years ago.
The Enemy	April 2004	1st	ISBN 0-553-81585-7	On New Year's Day, 1990, in a North Carolina motel, a two-star general is found dead. Within minutes, Reacher is ordered to contain the situation. But things soon escalate when Reacher discovers the general's briefcase is missing and within hours, the general's wife is killed. Reacher soon finds himself embroiled in a complex game of tug of war between powerful men in the United States Army, and beyond.
One Shot	April 2005	3rd	ISBN 0-385-33668-3	In an innocent heartland city, five murders with six shots are done by an expert sniper. The police quickly identify and arrest a suspect, and build a slam-dunk case with iron-clad evidence. But the accused man claims he's innocent and says "Get Jack Reacher." Reacher himself sees the news report and turns up in the city. The defense is immensely relieved; but Reacher has come to bury the guy. Shocked by the request of the accused, Reacher sets out to confirm for himself the absolute certainty of the man's guilt, but comes up with more than he bargained for.
The Hard Way	May 2006	3rd	ISBN 0-385-33669-1	After witnessing an exchange of $1,000,000. Jack Reacher is hired by the underhanded director of a private military firm to rescue his wife and stepchild, who appear to have been kidnapped. While Reacher uncovers clues that might lead to a rescue, he learns about the director's dubious past which involves a murderous plot against two ex-associates.He meets a beautiful ex-FBI agent converted to private investigator who assists him in the investigation to unveil the shocking truth, and ultimately engages in a showdown on a farm in Norfolk, England. The novel is set primarily in New York City.
Bad Luck and Trouble	April 2007	3rd	ISBN 0-385-34055-9	Reacher is content with his choice of being a loner, a wanderer and being almost impossible to find. But someone makes a small anonymous deposit into his bank account, which triggers Reacher's fixation for math and his investigative instincts. Reacher finds out the deposit is a signal only the eight former members of his elite team of army investigators would know. Obsessed with math like Reacher, Frances Neagley locates him because of the brutal death of a one of their own. They race to reunite with the survivors of their old team and raise the living, bury the dead, and connect the dots in a mystery that grows more complex with more murders. With tortured murders and lives at stake of those Reacher considers family, his usual emotionless demeanor breaks and he says of the killers, "They are dead men walking." The team falls into their old roles and routines with ease, their motto still their sacred rule: You do not mess with the Special Investigators. From Los Angeles toLas Vegas, Reacher gets his old investigations unit back together to get to the bottom of what's going on.
Nothing to Lose	March 2008	3rd	ISBN 978-0593057025	Based in Colorado, travelling from the town of Hope to the town of Despair, it soon becomes clear that Reacher is an unwelcome visitor in a town with a lot of secrets to hide. Reacher cannot resist the opportunity to explore these secrets further, especially the peculiar town owner who has employed the majority of the population to work within his recycling factory.
Gone Tomorrow	April 2009	1st		Reacher takes the subway late at night, and routinely checks his fellow passengers. Four are okay, but the fifth is not. Checking against his mental list for suicide bombers, he comes to the conclusion that the fifth is one too. He is puzzled with her choice of timing and place, as it is not crowded; on the contrary the subway was exceedingly empty. He reasons with her, but she shoots herself; thereby proving Reacher wrong when he concluded she was a bomber. He is determined to discover why she killed herself and soon uncovers a massive conspiracy stretching from California to New York City to evenAfghanistan during the Soviet occupation of that country.
61 Hours	March 2010	3rd		In South Dakota, a tourist bus crashes during a savage snow storm with Jack Reacher in it. Jack gets caught up in a hunt for a murderer and the protection of a key witness. Meanwhile, a link to Reacher's past comes to his aid and brings a path to redemption.
Worth Dying For	September 2010 (UK)[21]19 October 2010 (USA).[22]	3rd		Reacher arrives late one night in a rural Nebraska town. In the town's fading motel bar he overhears a drunk doctor's refusal to attend a domestic abuse. The victim of the abuse is married to the scion of the Duncan clan, which holds that part of Nebraska in its grip, keeping the population cowed and docile. Reacher talks the doctor into doing the right thing, and ends up embroiled in a smuggling ring and an unsolved disappearance from twenty-five years prior.
The Affair	27 September 2011	1st		March 1997. Six months before the events of Killing Floor. Jack Reacher is still in the army. And there's big trouble in a small town in Mississippi, where a soldier's girlfriend is found with her throat cut from ear to ear. Local trouble? Or is the killer from nearby Fort Kelham, a giant base used by elite Army Rangers? In 1997, Reacher's orders are: go undercover, keep your distance, monitor the investigation. Eventually the army's official investigation produces a cast-iron prime suspect—and so does Reacher's undercover search. But Reacher's answer is not the same as the army's. If he keeps quiet, will he be able to live with himself? And if he speaks out, will the army be able to live with him?
A Wanted Man	11 September 2012	3rd		Four people in a car, hoping to make Chicago by morning. One man driving, eyes on the road. Another man next to him, telling stories that don't add up. A woman in the back, silent and worried. And next to her, a huge man with a broken nose, hitching a ride east to Virginia. An hour behind them, a man lies stabbed to death in an old pumping station. He was seen going in with two others, but he never came out. He has been executed, the knife work professional, the killers vanished. Within minutes, the police are notified. Within hours, the FBI descends, laying claim to the victim without ever saying who he was or why he was there. All Reacher wanted was a ride to Virginia. All he did was stick out his thumb. But he soon discovers he has hitched more than a ride. He has tied himself to a massive conspiracy that makes him a threat—to both sides at once.

Source from wikipedia:

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Itu. Jack Reacher punya background.

But I want you people to watch Jack Reacher movie. Alah, yang Tom Cruise berlakon tu... terbaek wok!

OK lame. perempuan asal ada Tom Cruise je sure cerita tu best kan? But helllloo.. I am not a fan of Tom Cruise. Taylor Lautner lain lah. I will always be bias on that one. Heheh.

Pada awal starting cerita (alah part pengenalan), sepupu perempuan saya yang comel lagi cute bisik .. "cerita apa kita nak tengok ni?" I answered her.. "I don't know tak sempat google but ada Tom Cruise" ...

Sekali nampak kat screen.. "Tom Cruise Production"

We looked to each other and said .. "lahhh sendiri produce, sendiri berlakon.. layan kan je lah. tak sure best ke tak ni..."

And that is our last dialog.

Underestimate sangat.

We didn't blinked nor whisper dah. 

Glued to the screen.

Dari awal cerita... all you do is think. And setiap movement adalah sangat tidak boleh diduga.

Cerita plot menarik.. ada quality and the script sangat best..terpelajar yet logical.

Some synopsis i got from http://thefocusedfilmographer.com (<--------click for more):

Tom Cruise plays the title role of Jack Reacher which is based on the novel ONE SHOT by author Lee Child. Reacher is an ex-military investigator who is on a mission to track down the details behind a sniper shooting. The deeper Reacher digs, the more he finds that points to the possibility of a setup and a larger plot than originally suspected. The investigation becomes more dangerous and the loyalty of certain players in the scheme comes into question in this action packed thriller that also stars Robert Duvall, Richard Jenkins and Werner Herzog.

I love the way Jack Reacher handle things. And how fast he understands the whole situation and how environment and the whole thing can manipulate you and your life.

Cliche? Hell no.

Go watch it if you still got extra time to spend and also if you're so stucked up with the normal random movies and films.

Expect the unexpected.

and I tell you.. army really have their back for each other.

Sekeliling

Pagi tadi dalam LRT pertama kali sejak beberapa bulan ni, semua senyap sunyi dan sesekali mencuri pandang to dua orang wanita ni.

Pilu hiba tangisannya. Sampai yang kawannya pun join sama menangis sambil sesekali memujuk sebab dia sedar ramai mata dah mula memandang.

Sorry kak. Saya pun join pandang.

Bukan nak menyibuk. But satu, ada unsur attention sebab akak sobbing kuat dan dua saya simpati sangat. Sebab boleh nampak akak betul2 dalam keadaan yang sangat sedih dan hiba.

Ada sorang dua yang lebih dekat dengan tempat kakak berdua ni berdiri bertanya anything yang he could do to help. But kawan yang sedang menangis ni, menolak cara baik. 

Alhamdulillah masih ada gentleman di bumi Malaysia ni. Hehe.

Melalui percakapan kakak tu, dia ditinggal tak bertali oleh husbandnya kerana tiada zuriat. Dan..kawan dia banyak kali nasihat that dia tak boleh tinggalkan rumah begitu tanpa izin suami. Bila kakak tu ask back dia sebelahi siapa... tenang kawan dia bercakap.. "Sebab aku sebelah engkau lah aku suruh kau balik. Jangan buat something yang orang nampak buruk kau. Ni soal agama."

Saya.Respect.Kawan.Dia

Untung kakak tu ada kawan and sahabat yang baik.

Nampak macam tindakan dia sebelah kan suami kan? But no, dia sangat menjaga maruah kawannya itu.

Lain lah kalau ini kes dera.

Ni just kes dera emosi. 

Suami tak layan, buat tak endah. Dah pandai 'berkawan' dengan wanita lain.

Wahai lelaki, kalau kamu berkemampuan, silakan.

But tanggungjawab kamu janganlah diabaikan.

If yang satu pun terabai, macam mana nak jaga 2, 3 dan 4?

Means, anda tak mampu lah tu.

Nak judge pun tak boleh. Mungkin zuriat hanya satu faktor jer.... kena juga amik tau perihal lain. Makan pakai, masalah lain. Which sangat complicated dan rumit.

Sebetulnya lari inform kawan dia pun kurang benar tindakannya tu. Hurmmm... dari lari ke family dah cerita lain pulak kan.

Focus.

Adat or Ibadat.

Today, indeed a very thoughtful journey to work.

Not only to me, but everyone in the train just now.

Semua nampak sangat berfikir.

Termenung....

Simpati...

Mengenang.....

Life.

Allah help me to see what I want to see

Alhamdulillah!!!!!

I knew siapa culprit behind all this dah...

MasyaAllah... sangat tak diduga sangat tak disangka...

Kepada yang berkenaan, if you read this, you will definitely know I am talking about you.

Awak buat baik message saya, konon bertanya khabar...

Siap detailing my next step pun awak cuba tanyakan (Alhamdulillah saya tak spill banyak, hanya general information... memang tindakan untuk tidak bercerita sangat betul!) ... Rupa-rupanya awak lah penyampai itu.

Baru saya teringat, tak lama selepas awak bersoal 'siasat' saya, maka muncullah comment yang sangat 'baik' lagi 'berhemah' tersebut.

Semoga Allah mengampunkan awak dan menyedarkan awak bahawasanya manusia hebat lagi awak rasa 'baik' itu juga mempunyai banyak kelemahan. 

Kita sesama manusia banyak tak elok dari eloknya, kerana yang sempurna itu hanya Allah SWT.

Yang pasti, I definitely don't believe what i have just discovered. Sangat tidak sangka dan sangat memalukan.

Again, saya ingin bersua muka. Awak datang lah sekali dengan si pemberi comment. Saya bukan macam awak, hantar orang tengah untuk dapatkan maklumat... dan saya juga bukan jenis baling batu sorok tangan... 

Kalau ikutkan hati, dah lama saya sebarkan segalanya yang saya tau di benak saya ini. Berbakul lagi 'bukti' yang awak pernah 'share' dengan saya. Saya bukan awak yang menyampai 'bukti' menyebabkan saya dikeji hina. Saya pilih untuk diam. Kerana apa? Kerana saya tak takut apa pun kecuali Allah.

Tapi awak, belakang bunyi bagai nak rak. Kumpul bala tentera. Hantar 'spy' sana sini. Print screen merata hebah pasal cerita orang. Siap pulak 'terasa' walhal tulisan itu bukan untuk awak pun. You said, served me right? Let me tell you to GET A LIFE!

Tak malu sungguh.

Saya nak tengok jauh mana awak nak pergi kali ni. Sebab, apa yang saya nampak, apa yang awak ludahkan, sedang awak lakukan. Jadinya, berhati2 lah bila berkata2 di belakang... meh sini face me. Cakap depan2 la baru macho sister. 

But jangan pulak, saya jemput awak bersemuka elok2, awak siap hantar orang lain pulak sebagai 'ganti'. 

Sorry. Saya tak suka bersemuka dengan pengecut like that. (Yes, awak memang pengecut)

Btw, terima kasih sebab tolong saya bukak mata pasal awak. Selama ni, saya tak pernah nak menghina mahupun berkata apa. Now I know why... kerana it is not worth it at all to talk about you or even 'discuss' about you. 

So kesian.

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Apa nak jadi dengan masyarakat kita ni? Kenapa jadikan anak2 yang tak berdosa tu mangsa.

Berdasarkan cerita ni, dera itu baru tuduhan sahaja. Allah nak tunjuk mungkin kebetulan betul, anak kecil itu terjatuh tangga bersama ibunya. TETAPI, sebelum ni, ibu saudara arwah sendiri pernah buat aduan sebab nampak kesan gigitan (what the hell???) and kesan lebam di badan arwah setiap kali arwah balik from the mom's place.

Astaghfirullah......

Kenapa jadiakan anak2 mangsa?
Amanah Allah tu wei...

Budak tu tak minta pun dilahirkan. Kalau dia diberi pilihan dan tahu parents dia akan berpecah belah macam ni, do you think he want to be born?

Tapi, semua ni ketentuan. To me, Alhamdulillah, Allah amik nyawa dia. Sekurang2 nya dia bersama disisi penciptaNYA dan lebih selamat dan tenang disana. Dia ahli syurga. Allah lebih menyayanginya.
Daripada dia terus tersiksa disiksa dan apa lagi yang kita tak tau boleh terjadi.

Come on lah... kesan gigitan??? ko kenapa? lapar budak?

Haih.

Paradigm Change

"Lain la dia sekarang....."
"She's so different now...."

Dulu lain, sekarang lain.
Perubahan. Changes.

Yang melalui perubahan, selalunya kurang merasainya.
Yang melihat perubahan, selalunya merasakan impact nya.

Baik, buruk. Pelbagai perubahan.

Dalam sedar atau tidak, perjalanan hidup kita sendiri merupakan perubahan.
Dari lahir, kita rasa ibu bapa yang mencorak kita, walhal kita yang mengajar semua corak kita. Contohnya, ada baby yang akan melena tidur meniarap, ada yang lebih selesa di dada bapa masing2. Parents just nak kita tidur, but pattern tidur itu sendiri kita yang tentukan. Dan tidak semestinya parents itu selesa dengan pattern bayi itu sendiri.

Mengenjak  membesar lagi pelbagai perubahan yang kita semua bawa bawa dalam kehidupan sendiri, kehidupan keluarga dan kehidupan sekeliling dalam sedar atau tidak.
Change happens daily.

Yang selalu kita tak sedar is, perubahan kita sendiri yang menyebabkan orang lain berubah. Yes, other people change because of diri kita sendiri. Haaaa... pernah terfikir tak?

Mula2 kita ok, lama2 kita berubah jadi tak ok... slowly kita berubah.. jadi orang keliling pun berubah sama. Contohnya, secara tiba2 kita menjadi garang. Asyik nak melenting tak tentu hala, so, orang keliling for sure semakin slow down dengan kita.

Kalau kita semakin kuat mengomen and membebel... sure tak ramai yang akan bertanya comment or pendapat dari kita.

Because? Sebab orang nak cuba elak dengan perubahan negative kita.

Manusia berubah atas sebab sikap, keadaan sekeliling or keterpaksaan.
Ada jugak yang berubah disebabkan ego dan kerana kehendaknya tidak dituruti.

Ego really plays a big impact in our life.

Sifat yang tidak langsung memikirkan orang lain dan hanya melihat sesuatu perkara from one perspective only. Mungkin ego ada baiknya. Selalunya orang yang ego ni senantiasa dapat apa yang mereka mahu. But pernahkah mereka fikir yang derang dapat because orang malas nak layan and just play with the flow bout it?

Lets renungkan......,

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Sekadar renungan dan peringatan untuk diri sendiri as well....
Semoga saya dan semua saudara Hawa seIslam saya dijauhi dari sifat tersebut...
Let's change for the better...

Allah Maha Penyayang.. it is never to let untuk kita repair diri kita...
InsyaAllah...
Let's!

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Pedaslah jugakkkk....

 

my inner thoughts

dah tak larat rasanya mengadap doctors etc
alhamdulillah zikrullah ubat terbaik.

no need to explain further pun kot. malas bercerita pun ye.
malas menaip.. ha! faktor utama.

apa yang pasti, now ayu sangat tahu apa itu trauma. apa itu phobia.
nauzubillah.

tq Allah sebab menurunkan dugaan tersebut.
saya belajar banyak dan menerima hikmah yang berlipat ganda kerananya.. Alhamdulillah.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Blurbings By,

Amiha Ayu

Boleh kita berjumpa?

Assalamualaikum...
To the person yang meninggalkan komen semalam...
Pls email me at siti.amiha.ayu@gmail.com for an appointment...
Saya bukan manusia yg suka berselindung atau jenis baling batu sorok tangan.
Come... saya cabar awak bertentang mata dengan saya.

Tq.

Re: [vpmcentral] Gaza Emergency Fund Appeal

A note from someone.
Keep on praying people....

Assalamualaykum

Please find attached photos we have just received and to show you some of those whom you have helped in Gaza.

May Allah reward you in abundance for your sincere generosity.

my day.. for 2012

Ayu ishtihar cuti satu Malaysia! Suka tak?????
hahahahahaaaa.....

So my birthday this year falls on Deepavali... my close ones been teasing me with saree, thosai and such since June! Yup... so sweet of them kan? *muntah*

So, a day earlier on the eve, budak2 office ada tanya around if nak order creampuff ke.. eclairs ker... durian crepe ker at our regular kakak...

Melompat la semua nak.. Ayu amik peluang layan manisan sempena my birthday....

Makan kat office sikit, bagi orang sikit and bawak balik sikit...Alhamdulillah..

2012 indeed a total different year for me.
Changes sangat banyak.
Usia mematangkan... Insyaallah...

Alhamdulillah.. tq Allah kerana masih meminjamkan nyawa di kelahiran yang ke 33 tahun ini....

Syukur......

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Israeli Invasion of Gaza - Press Release from Viva Palestina Malaysia (VPM)

15 November 2012

The serial military incursions of Israel on the autonomous Gaza Strip over the recent few weeks have now escalated into a virtual invasion with incessant bombings from both the air and sea. The present large scale bombardment of Gaza over the past 24 hours is very reminiscent of the genocidal massacre committed by the Israeli military in Operation Cast Lead in December 2008.

The present carnage known as Operation Pillar of Defense is yet another display of Israel’s contempt for International Law and its ruthless defiance of accepted norms of co-existence both in times of peace and war. It has been unrelenting in its militaristic occupation mode, expanding its illegitimate settlements in the West bank, blockade of the Gaza Strip and now embarking on mass killings of innocent civilians and wanton destruction of property in Operation Pillar of Defense.

Independent eye witness accounts and broadcasts from within Gaza has authenticated the fatalities, severe bodily injuries inflicted on ordinary Gazans and the damages to civilian properties. Thus dispelling the many news distortions from partisan Zionist media houses.

The United Nations, European Union and other world power brokers need to act fast and rein in the heinous acts of Israel or will soon become abject Zionist stooges like some, allowing it with impunity to do as it pleases in the Middle East and beyond.

The spirit of the “Arab Spring” of 2011 which swept across the Middle East, overthrowing regimes complicit with Israel’s policies and supported by some super powers, should be universally unified and enhanced to demonstrate their support for Palestinian rights. And like “New Egypt” recall their ambassadors and initiate the expulsion of Israeli diplomats from their respective countries.

The defence of Gaza and ultimately the end of the occupation in Palestine is duty bound upon all peace loving and free people of the world and VPM calls upon nations, institutions and individuals to actively participate in this humanitarian duty. Nelson Mandela sums it well when he said, “Palestine is the worst moral crisis of our times”. Thus making it a humanitarian crisis; a colossal failure of our collective humanity.

VPM in solidarity with civil society throughout the peaceful world denounces in no uncertain terms the Israeli aggression in Gaza. VPM calls for an immediate cessation of the air strikes and bombardment and an end to the siege of Gaza.

We emphatise with the misfortune that has befallen the ordinary people of Gaza, the loss of human lives, property and their basic human right to peace, freedom and justice. We nonetheless salute the brave Palestinians who have not wavered in their resolve to acquire what is rightfully theirs since the annexation of their lands in 1948.

Dato’ Dr Musa Mohd Nordin

Chairman

Viva Palestina Malaysia (VPM)

The lucky 33

This year birthday Ayu jatuh pada hari Deepavali.
Thank you very much.

Having people like my BIL and MSN are not funny at all if you birthday falls on Deepavali ok. Super not funny.
I have been bombarded about this for more than week before my birthday. Haih.
Apa boleh buat. Nasib badan......

A day before, Ayu tempah one box of pastries and a pack of durian crepe from my colleague.

Saja-saja beli bagi semua di office merasa and bawak balik for home sikit.

Senang je nak niat kenduri kan?

Since esoknya ialah Deepavali..ehem.. it is obviously by default we will fulfill jemputan from Uncle S for his Deepavali Open House. Default setiap tahun.

So seperti tahun-tahun yang lalu juga, we will bawak some gifts for him. Tahun ni, mom decided this.

Buat je lah. Kawan dia. hehe.

Selesai the small hamper for Uncle S and family, Ayu tidur.

Bangun paginya macam biasa dapat peluk cium from mom. Yes, tengah masam-masam tu jugak mom gomol. Hehe... Chores jalan macam biasa..

Then, masa Ayu dah duduk balik in mom's room... I am entertained by this..

The effort ladies and gentlemen. Priceless. A birthday song in Tamil.

Nasib baik la kesayangan. 

Hehe...

Macam biasa, birthday breakfast outside. Joms!

Lorong Seratus Tahun at SS2, PJ.

Kopitiam style. Good food. Sesiapa nak pergi sini please, order char kuey teow dia please. Sedap!

Yes. Sejak dah sekolah they will order and tulis order sendiri.
Mamanya jadi tukang perhati and tukang bayar sahaja.
Hehe. Papanya too.

After we had our breakfast..semua berehat sekejap and tunggu Zohor. Selepas solat, off we go to Uncle S 's place.

The fun.
Seronok sungguh berkumpul semula with mom's friends. Meriah. Sama macam zaman mom bekerja dulu. Cumanya now, I am so much older. Dulu forever menghilang with all of them. Macam sebuah big family.

Masa ni, my family asked me nak makan apa for dinner.
I said I want Japanese.
and percayalah, semua buat muka hambar kecuali my sis. haha.

My BIL and MSN said, not a problem provided fed them with nasi first.
Sabar jelah. What a negotiation. Hehe.

Nasi lemak royal yo!

Full entry about this later ok?

Team Sushi

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Team nasi.

Pfftttt...

Setelah mereka kenyang, kita pulang ke rumah untuk rehat sekejap and after solat Maghrib moh kita ke Paradigm Mall.

Yay!

Kesayangan saya dunia akhirat.....

...dan kesayangan dunia. hahahaha

I love this place so much. I love the food here too. Tapi saya suka bukan bermakna orang lain akan suka. Deria and citarasa masing-masing. 

But me personally, I am loving the food here so the very much.

Ha.. habis tungging langgang bahasa. Punyalah nak buktikan betapa saya menyukainya. Hiks.

She's loving it too..

(",)

It was a great night to end my 33th birthday.

May Allah bless and protect all of them forever.

My moms, my sis, my BIL, my bothDs and my MSN. Amin.

Yes of course. What is a birthday without a present kan?

Thank you kesayangans. Love them all!

And since this year I didn't get any cake for my birthday. I bought myself TWG macaroons. Hehehe..

Love, Ayu

Salam Aidiladha...

*bunyi jari meletop*

keyboard ni kalau boleh bercakap agaknya dia buat muka terkejut siap naik bulu roma terperanjat tindakan tuan dia yang decided to err... update blog?

tuan dia sendiri sedang terperanjat.

but anyways, masih belum terlambat rasanya untuk Ayu ucapkan Salam Aidiladha untuk semua yang membaca. Semoga Aidiladha kali ni memberi seribu rahmat dan pengertian korban itu lebih didalami dengan lebih bermakna oleh kita semua, InsyaAllah.

Hari Raya Aidiladha kali ni, sangat Ayu dalami.

Pengertian pengorbanan itu sendiri memang sangat Ayu dalami berbanding tahun sebelum ini. Macam2 perkara yang Ayu tempuhi sejak dua menjak ini sangat mengajar erti pengorbanan dan pengamatan muhasabah diri sangat2.

Cuma sedikit ralat sebab tak berpeluang bercuti awal membantu sis & mom apa yang patut untuk juadah raya. Disebabkan saya tidak berkenderaan, LRT sedikit lewat dan tidak berpeluang bercuti sebab saya sendiri baru sahaja pulang ke kerja dari cuti sakit.

Seperti routine selalu, kami bangun awal untuk memanaskan apa yang patut. Dan terus mandi sunat raya, dan terus bersiap untuk ke masjid berhampiran untuk solat sunat raya.

But!
Sebelum kami bergegas bersiap untuk solat raya, mom received a phone call.

My cousin sister & her family terlibat dalam kemalangan jalan raya malam sebelumnya and now dirawat di Hospital Sg Buloh. But only the girls kat situ... yang boys ada dekat Hospital Kuala Kubu Baru.

Our heart broken.
Raya is far off from the the word joy.
Our mind, heart and attention are all for my cousin and her family.
Plus, it is her birthday that day. The whole family planned to celebrate raya at her place and sekali gus gath for her birthday.

Called all available.
Few notes informed:
1. My cousin's husband and 2nd son were at Hosp Kuala Kubu Baru
2. All girls ( my cousin, and her two daughters) were sent to Hosp Sg Buloh due to their serius injuries. Especially the youngest.
3. They were driving naik bukit malam raya tu nak ke kedai membeli few barang.
4. Kereta dari arah bertentangan menuruni bukit masuk their lane and hit them hard. Kemungkinan besar mabuk.

How bad? How are they?
NO CLUE AT ALL.

Usai solat, we all rushed to Hosp Sg Buloh.
Membabi buta sungguh. Sampai sana baru teringat ada waktu melawat. 12:30 - 2:30 pm and 4:30 - 7:30 pm..
Waktu kami sampai tu what time?
10:30am. Nice.

Macam mana lah keadaan my cousin. Handling two kids and dia sendiri entah luka macam mana siapa tengokkan.

Setelah dipujuk rayu, kami semua lepas dibenarkan masuk. Sebab ini kes emergency.

Speechless.
Ayu nak cerita pun tak tau macam mana.

Kecederaan:
1. My cousin's husband, fractured tulang kaki kanan dan tulang bahu. lebam keseluruhan badan dan berjahit di lengan kiri.
2. My nephew cedera ringan dia bahagian kepala dan bahagian mulut akibat terhentak. Sedikit bengkak and bibir luka.
3. My cousin, bengkak muka dia keseluruhan muka kiri. Patah gigi hadapan. Bruises dan luka di kiri kanan kaki.
3. My elder niece, fractured tulang pipi kanan. Keseluruhan muka membengkak termasuk mata kanan sehingga tertutup. Lebam dan luka kecil di bahagian kanan badan.\
4. My youngest niece, luka teruk di bahagian belakang kepala, dahi kiri hadapan, muka bengkak mungkin also fractured tulang pipi kiri sehingga mata kiri tertutup dan bengkak dan patah tulang peha kanan. Kehilangan banyak darah sehingga terpaksa dimasukkan 1 pain darah. :(

*luluh hati*

I can't continue typing anymore.

Mohon doa kalian untuk segera keluarga sepupu saya sembuh dan move on from this trauma.
Amin. TQ.

Blurbings By,

In denial....

Dah dua minggu dah.
Setengah bulan.
Lama ke?

Untuk certain cases mungkin lama.
But untuk benda yang terjadi to me, as tuan empunya diri.
It is sesuatu yang seakan baru sahaja terjadi.

Ternampak saya di mana2.. Laughing, chatting, smiling... Doesn't mean that I am ok.
I am just tyring to move on.

Musibah yang terjadi pada saya mungkin dianggap biasa atau normal untuk sesetengah pihak.

Sebagai manusia biasa, saya tak punya tempoh untuk bertenang pun. Ataupun membaik pulih diri.
(Selain waktu solat lima waktu)

Disamun malamnya, tak lelap langsung sepanjang malam itu dan keesokannya terus kesana kemari menyelesaikan isu siasatan, kad pengenalan dan sebagainya....
Menjelang Maghrib, badan terasa sakit, pedih... Tak sedap. Bergegas ke clinic dan ubat sekodi.
Pain killers... Sleeping pills....

Dek kerana saya ada majlis yang perlu diteruskan dan persiapan terbengkalai dek musibah yang melanda...
Diri digagahkan juga menyelesaikan semua dan apa yang patut.

Bersyukur ada insan2 disekeliling yang sanggup membantu.
Allah je yang dapat menolong.

Dan sejak detik itu....soalan "are u ok?" "U looked good...all ok?" Dan seumpamanya menghujani saya.

Seriusly... Terima kasih sekalung budi atas concern tersebut.
Maafkan saya kerana tak tahu nak jawab atau react bagaimana.

Dan keadaan diri yang dilabel emo (memang betul lah tu) menambah perasaan sensitive yang ada. Nice.

So anyways, I managed to pull it off to everyone that I AM OKAY.
On the outside.

Inside.
Cemana nak explain eh?
Sesiapa yang pernah melalui trauma sure tau lah.

No point explaining.

Alhamdulillah berkat menelan double dosages of pain killers, majlis berjalan lancar. Syukur....

Ada hiccups of course, no one is perfect.
Jadi, from the bottom of my heart, saya mohon maaf bagi pihak diri saya dan juga keluarga saya untuk sebarang kekurangan yang terjadi.
Yang baik itu datang dari Allah SWT dan yang buruk itu dari kami sendiri.

Usai majlis, mengemas rumah. Dan bermacam detailing yang lain. Esoknya cuti digunakan sehabis baik untuk meneruskan mengemas dan sebagainya.

Keesokan harinya.. Bermulalah episode baru saya bekerja.

Felt like a different person.

Sangat strange.

Istighfar. Selawat. Zikrullah.

Dan sehingga hari ini....
Saya masih indenial.

Saya rasa saya kuat.
Saya rasa saya dah overcome the trauma.

Hakikatnya, saya lemah dan masih traumatised.

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Invisible Man

Invisible Man