Thursday, January 31, 2008

desk TOP

this is my desktop.
not my PC desktop.
but, my desk, desktop.
hehehehehe...

yes, i am bored with work.




i have 2 cats on my desktop. i love cats and when my colleague went to Kuching, she bought that for me. no, not me alone... to everyone in our department, of course.
i also have a bamboo plant on my desktop. a jelly maintained bamboo plant. i used to play around with the jelly with anis. oh, i miss anis so much.
then, i also have my photo frame-album on my desktop. the frame has my graduation picture.
the rest of the items are the normal things that we are supposed to have on a desktop. (i think lah)



and... not forgetting... a picture of my beloved family.
this was taken 2 years ago on 30th July 2006. it was BigD 3 years birthday.

i love my current working environment.

19 August 1999 - 31 January 2008

9 years....
9 wonderful years...
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finally... i'm giving it away...
goodbye my baby...
u've done so much for me...
i wish that ur new owner will treat u well...
i leave you this morning at the very same place i fetch u last 9 years...
bak kata mom.. "balik ke asal..."
everyone at home make a fun of me when i cried...
they don't understand my feeling...
letting go.. IS HARD...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

new PC

tak nak update pasal tuka PC tuh...
sbb kalau nak baca, baca kat sini.
same je rupa PC nya....

yg aku nak update ni ha...
ko tgk la empunya teratak ni... mcm2 dia soal budak tu...
malu2 miow la mamat tu di buatnya...



Astaghfirullah....

Saya tak suruh(bertudung) dan saya tak melarang, saya lebih suka dia
memakai
selendang dari bertudung kerana memakai selindang lebih kelihatan
manis. Dia pun
masih muda. - Dato K, Berita Harian 14 Januari 2008



tak de siapa di dunia yg tidak melakukan kesalahan...
tapi, sebagai seorang yg dikenali, dan mungkin juga disegani, segala tata tertib, ibadat & adat mesti lah dihormati & disanjungi.
jangan bagi statement kalau tak reti nak bercakap...
lepas ni, mungkin statement "jangan jaga tepi kain orang" atau "ini hak peribadi kami" atau "saya tau apa yang terbaik untuk dia" akan keluar....
masakan ada peribahasa "kerana mulut, badan binasa".


heeeemmmmm.....


genap 21 hari dia hilang... Ya Allah, lindungi lah dia...


Tuesday, January 29, 2008

mari berpesta.....

decided to treat my family members J.Co.
bukan apa, keadaan rumah makin hari, makin tegang...makin stress....


BigD is a strawberry & chocolate fan and LilD loves anything green...
the 1st row definitely theirs...

the party begins... right before me&mom pegi our mengaji class...
(penat bawak balik tau...redah hujan bagai..)



perebutan donuts between Jaddah & cucunya...


Jaddah gave up and amik yg lain...
with cucu, Jaddah always kalah...
with anak, Jaddah will always menang...


alhamdulillah... sume orang happy...
masalah tetap masalah...
mana ade manusia tanpa masalah...
Allah maha mengetahui...
all i want is my family to always be blessed and guided by Allah...InsyaAllah...

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cemana eh?
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bila tersepit between routine that has been around for 28 years
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the request to loosen things up...
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tak sangka eh...
berkorban ni, berlebih salah, berkurang pun salah...
lebih parah bila dh disalah anggap...
bila explain, kita balik salah...
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and akhirnya?
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siapa makan hati????????
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AKU!

Monday, January 28, 2008

stressed.. UNnecessary! :P

i have a dateline...
but, the auhtority not in office...

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nak kena submit hari ni jugak..
and now is already 4:43pm...

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camner nih??

:(

Sunday, January 27, 2008

a trip to Nilai3

teman KakAni & Angah to Nilai3.
nak cari bunga & twigs.


our guide.
we wanted to do something like this for the event. not exactly, but this can definitely be the guide....


dah siap pilih memilih... time tawar menawar...

manusia x kan penah puas kan? dh siap tawar, nak lagi kurang...
hehehehehehehe....

wearing brown tudung is my cousin, KakAni and the blue tudung is my niece, Angah.

the 3 of us shares the same hobby.. the same passion..

we even hope that one day, we will be able to make profit out of it, InsyaAllah...

LilD...

tgk la muka dia tuh...
muncung panjang sedepa..
no no no.. bukan majuk..
tapi, tgh concentrate...


concentrate buat jigsaw...
both my nephew & niece hantu jigsaw...
sanggup tersengguk2 tahan mata ngantuk nak siapkan jigsaw...

haaaa.... her fav character... daisy & minne


amcam?? ok tak for a 2 year old?

lawak pagi ahad...


agak2 korang.... dia perli siapa eh???

Saturday, January 26, 2008

happy 1st birthday Fara Arianna!


this is Fara Arianna... Azlina's daughter...
we was invited by Azlina to this lil girl's 1st bday bash...
and next to her is my more than twins...



Myn pancing Fara using the Apollo..and it works..! :)



and..this is our attempt to take a group photo...but, Arianna thought that I am kissing her cheek... so, dia pun lentok lah kepadaku...
adoih!!!! adorable lah ini budak!

like father, like son.




photostat kan?
the 1st pic, BIL & BigD...
mata sama sepet...
kulit sama putih...
tinga sama capang....
oppsss!
the 2nd pic, AbgJ & LilSQ...
bibir sama nipis...
muka sama bentuk...
hidung sama kembang...
oppsss!

my lovelings...



Khalati loves u both so so much....

kids, aquarium & fish, of course!

kids are always restless kan...
sib baik lah kat mamak ni ade auqarium...



ni lah kanak2 yg jakun a.k.a excited tgk ikan...



ni la ikan2 yg berusaha berenang laju2 sbb terkejut dengar suara budak2 ni menjerit2.. "FISH! FISH!"




and dis is LilD trying to ejek the fishes....

he3.

merentas desa

zaman sekolah dulu... i was in Green House...
semangat kesukanan dulu2 tebal la jugak...
setakat merentas desa tu... haruslah sekurang2 nya qualified.. paling tak, sempat la lepak2 sejuk2 badan... siap tertido bagai barulah sume participants sampai....


balik dari padang, my school god knows which batch (obviously my super duper juniors) tgh ada dis merentas desa...





aiyo... rindunya...
kalau soh aku join sekarang...
heeeem... PANCIT!

morning outing...

sis was occupied this weekend for the Perkampungan Islam Hadhari at Shah Alam.
BigD and LilD was a lil grumpy dis morning since that their mama was not around. since that i also need some refreshment due to some 'kelegaan' yg amat sangat... so, proposed kat kids jom ke padang...
BigD lompat2 riang ria... LilD pun sama...
sapa tinggal rumah? tak de sapa... the rules: no one can stay home untuk sambung tido! NO ONE!

so, off we go to Taman Aman...
kat sana, terserempak with AbgJ sefamily.. also bawak anak2 hirup udara pagi sambil2 kuar2 kan peluh...




lepas dh lepak Taman Aman, BigD complaints lapar...
so, BIL ajak AbgJ&family for a breakfast together...




apakah gunanya mengeluarkan peluh?
heeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................................

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

sanat al quran


sekarang ni dh naik another stage of the lesson. so, sumenya serius sikit.
remember makcikH?
dia dh duduk depan skrng...
dia dh jadi pelajar yg bagus..
dia dh tak tido lam class lagik...
:)
class dh makin susah...
tapi mencabar...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

tulang pinggul


pagi khamis lepas, auntR nak bangun sahur... dia turun katil and pegi dekat suis lampu...
tiba2 dia jatuh... and then, she can't even get up... it was so painful.. lucky abgA was at home. he quickly dukung auntR and bawak pegi sjmc.
guess what? dgn jatuh yg x seberapa tu, tulang pinggul auntR terkeluar/patah.
str8 emergency ganti tulang pinggul besi...stainless steel lagik...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

khusyuknya....

sis terjerit2 panggil derang nih...
senyap je dua2...
jenuh carik satu rumah...


rupanya berhabitat at my room...
susah tol sejak BigD dah g skool nih.. dh pandai on laptop..






main junior games tic tac too wit Roo rupanya...
sabar jelah!

Friday, January 18, 2008

A journey with my ‘Kancil’

Back in 1999, mom decided to shrink some assets here and there in order to rearrange our financial life style since we have to cope with her retirement and also since dad moved back in and also very sick (heart problem).


So, she decided to sell off her current car and trade it in with 2 average rated car for herself and for me. She calculated my travel expenses and it is indeed more saving if I drove myself rather than using the public transportation. Besides, both parents health were not that suitable for me to ask their favor to fetch/send me back to Uni.


We search through and decided to get ourselves a Kembara and Kancil.
Back then, there’s a special promotion on Kancil. It’s called the limited edition Kancil. It offers blue, yellow and black color for this edition. YELLOW is in the choice and without hesitations, I picked that one. A very bright yellow Kancil EX-850, manual. Mom wants me to drive manual. It really doesn’t matter to me, as what I was looking forward to is to have a yellow car. Yellow == Ayu. Aaaahhhh… blisss!




On 19th August 1999, is the day I got my yellow car. Mom got her Kembara much earlier, which is in May. Mine was 3 months later due to the plate number. Mom insisted for me to have the same number, which is 1661. * Don’t ask me why… I am not good at all in seeing all these ‘luck’ in numbers & etc. My plate number is WHB1661… I call my car WaHaB… (Classic eh?)


The moment I called up my best buddies informing them about the arrival of my car, they thought I was joking. Yes, I liked yellow so much but they didn’t know that I was a yellow fanatic! They didn’t expect me to actually drive a yellow car.

The very first journey WaHaB went is to the Taman Bahagia LRT Station, to fetch sis & BIL back from work. They also didn’t believe it that I was serious in having a yellow car. They had a shocked of their life when they saw me smiling proudly waiting for them. Hehehehee…


Everyone shocked. All my relatives and close friends was really amazed that I was dare to be daring driving a yellow car in town. But for me, there’s nothing wrong with that right?

The first very moment I drove WaHaB to Uni, even the security officer commented “wah adik… ni first time sini ada kete kuning nih…ranggi yerr… jgn lupa apply sticker k?”…

Since then, all Uni mates nicked me as Ayu Kancil Kuning. To be franked, the nick is still avail/recognized till now. But of course, all my babes calls my baby Merce ‘WaHaB’.

‘WaHaB’ was the best companion ever! ‘WaHaB’ was the witness for my joy, happiness, sadness, scared, excitement and also my prayers.


For 9 years…


‘WaHaB’ witnesses my endless sisterhood bonding with Myn, AngahYan, AdikLela, Kajol, Ernie and also my Aidhan’s sisters and brothers.
‘WaHaB’ witnesses the story of ‘MI11’ & me.
‘WaHaB’ witnesses all my overnights days.
‘WaHaB’ is the one who accompany me running here and there comforting mom, dad & the rest.
‘WaHaB’ witnesses my cries… the moment I had the most down frustrated moments on my results, ‘MI11’, dad and my half sisters.
‘WaHaB’ listens to my frustrations with my life, my family and friends.
‘WaHaB’ was there sharing my happiness during my convocation, my job offer, my first day to work and lots more of happiness.


I am into tears, right now.
I love my yellow Kancil so much.


Letting go, is not easy.


Especially to the things that are so close to your heart.
‘WaHaB’ will still be with me… but I have to let go my dear Kancil Kuning…

all red


cant help to snap and post this pics...
these deretan of red cars really remind me of redmummy and redbloodsnow ...
so, here's for them both...
have a nice red day... :)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

majlis tahlil & solat hajat sempena Maal Hijrah

my nenek sedara jemput untuk sama2 mengimarahkan lagi Majlis Menyambut Maal Hijrah at her crib. dia buat solat maghrib&isyak berjemaah sekali.

sebelum maghrib, buat tahlil sikit untuk arwah her hubs yg dh genap setahun pulang ke rahmatullah.... Al-Fatihah (Tan Basir Bin Ismail).
sedar2 tak sedar, dh one year TokBasir pegi....




lepas tahlil, solat Magrib, lepas tu baca yasin, and solat hajat. mendoakan kesejahteraan tahun Hijrah ini dsamping untuk penemuan adik Sarlinie.

lepas solat hajat, ade tazkirah pendek...
tetiba dgr la suara2 sembang bisik2 kat belakang...
ada la these 2 datins tgh compare bag telekung derang... BAG TELEKUNG pun nak compare ker???? yeeezzz... harusla compare kalau dh begnya LV kan?
HUH!?



bila dh selesai sume, tolong2 la lipat2 n simpan sejadah...
terpasan kat sejadah ni ade nama (baca je lah yg tertera tu.. aku tak leh type...kang ada yg search, tak pasal jer...banyak lak hati yg terguris...)

sedih tgk nama tu.. such a lovely couple... dkurniakan 4 org cahayamata...
tapi, akhirnya... perkahwinan tu kecundang jugak...
sian budak2..
tapi, since korang ni sume rich&famous....ok kot.. insyaAllah..
jgn spoil sudah k?



Cousin's house warming & his childrens birthday bash

last sunday, my cousin brother invited us all to his house warming and also to double celebrate his son & daughter's birthday.

sapa yg excited? of course BigD and lilD.






kitaorg bz jumpa sedara mara ajelah....
seronok dapat kumpul ramai2 macam nih.....
bukan senang nak jumpa.. selain kematian, kenduri kawen or small gath mcm ni je lah....




ni pulak BigD try main game yg magician tu sediakan.. lawaks tuls...sanggup dia tahan kerana hadiah.. padahal..dia penggeli..

a celebration kat office...


yesterday, ade deepavali, christmas & new year celebration kat office. so, ada la exchange2 gift ni.. this is what i got... seronok giller! hahahhahaa...
p/s: i was not in the office yesterday...so, terlepas la makan bday cake (they also celebrated nov, dec & jan birthdays..)

Thursday, January 10, 2008

my nephew... my lebai..


he insisted to pray using BIL's pelikats.
amik ko! mom ikat using his Mickey Mouse belt...
nak galak kan punyer pasal..
ikut kan jelah...

bunga dalam bunga



this is supposed to be an all white rose...

tapi, bila dia dh kembang... tetiba the middle part changed to pink pulak...

only the middle part pulak tu...

canteks laaaaaaa.... and try la belek lama skets... it actually consist of 3 small flowers in 1 big flower.