Rasa nak pecah kepala!

Like seriusly....

Kerja sangat banyak...........................................................................

Bukan kerja office jer.

Kerja maintainance apa patut with mom etcs pun banyak.

Kerja2 lain.

Satu pun tak boleh nak have fun.

Semuanya kena ada serius attention and consideration.

And melibatkan ramai umat. So tak boleh nak move on before getting the certain approval etcs.

Sudahnya momentum pun turun and stucked. And bengang. 

Hahahaha...

Cepat sangat bengang now.

Sikit2 nak bengang.

Sikit2 nak sentap.

Sikit2 nak terasa.

Sensitivenya masyaallah...................................................................................................................

T________________T

But I am happy lah kot.

Memang now tidur always dalam keadaan tak puas hati. Astaghfirullah.

I did not get the proper ending to end my day anymore.

Used to get it. But now no more.

I don't know why.

Malas nak amik tau.

Biarkan ajer.............................

Sometimes all I wanted to do is to be around my bothDs.

Playing, talking having fun all with them.

I tell you budak berdua tu.................. they have a lot to offer!

I mean, who can give you an exercise book and asked you to enter password before opening it?

*flips tudung*

creative kids. 

Tak cukup dengan tu... I was told not change. But the one who told me that changed drastically lately.

Can't help but to blame myself causing that.

Hah! Tengok!

The phone rings.

Tenant Puchong call.

I hate talking and liaising with them.

T__________________T

But I have to face this.

it is my responsibility.

Kalau tidak, Mom nak harapkan siapa lagi kan?

Cuma I hope Allah gave me enough strenght to tackle all this alone. I have to go there all by myself dah lepas ni.

I need to learn to handle things without asking other people's help.

Sekali dua, memang orang boleh tolong. Tapi lama2 orang pun meluat lah.

Stressnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................................................................................................

Takut jugak nak pergi sorang2 buat spot check, tengok jaga maintainance etcs.

Tambah pulak tenant semuanya orang bujang.

Sorang boleh lah gagah. Ni 5 orang. 

Especially part mintak sewa. Muka sekor2 baru bangun tido.

Siap terpisat2 tak pakai baju all.

Bila tak de duit muka masing2 berubah dah.

takottttttt... But terpaksa. 

Itu harta kita. Kena kental.

But it's never ending.

Minggu ni macam ni. Minggu depan macam tu pulak.

*bunuh diri*

OK lah.

Ni tengah malam menaip ni.

Bukak e-mail ternganga. Blogger malas nak bukak new tab. So update pakai email.

Hoping my day will end completely. 

But nampaknya tinggal harapan sahaja.

Makanya redha je lah.

Bye Bye.

(turn off kan ending?)

Haha.