Ramadhan 1432H: Day 29 (the last day...sobs)

Pagi2 lagi.. kami dah keluar untuk menziarahi pusara arwah nenek..

dek kerana nenek memang stays with us jadi kami anak beranak ada memory masing2 tersendiri dengan dia.
setiap kali kami menziarahi pusaranya... beat it during Syawal/Ramadhan or not, all of us akan terdiam seakan berdialog dengan nenek.. as if she's there... and tears definitely hadir tanpa diundang...

Ayu personally.. needed nenek so so much now. now as in today.
frankly.. i need her hug, her advise, her words of console and her antiques.. i need my pillar of strength.. the one person whom i missed so much... the one person that has made who i am today.
even though i am only 12 when she left us... every single thing that she advise and reminds me i still keep hold tight.
and yes, even mom & sis didn't know what it is.

but time has changed. somehow.. i am afraid i'll loose control and burst out. patience has not been really nice with me lately.. :(
i need you nenek..


Al-Fatihah to Hjh Zainab Hj Abdul Rashid.
amin.

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usai ziarah pusara...
sessi masuk dapur preparation untuk juadah yang lain bermula...

comel tak anak2 saudara saya??
ni semua semangat Junior MasterChef ni..
:)

and all of us at home tidur dalam keadaan pinggang masing2 lenguh... hehehe.
well, itulah meriahnya raya kan?

Alhamdulillah.. selesai Journal Ramadhan 1432H Ayu...
will I be able to meet Ramadhan 1433H?


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