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there are certain time in our life that we would feel disappointments, frustrations and depressions.
that is certainly the ups and downs of life. the normal life.
but, would it be abnormal if there's always downs and ups? should we be looking to ourselves all over again everytime a circumstances occurs?
should it be only then, we would worship Allah and seek forgiveness and help?
should it be only then, we started to realise certain things and started to only if's this and that.

the only if's....
or the if only???

i am surely very confuse with the path that i have choosen.
the path that will certainly not liked by the people around me.

now, i only have ALLAH to guide me.

and i really hope that people around me will support what ever the output is.