Not fussy about..

Hey Sunday.. I am not ready to meet your next in line friend, errr..Monday.
Heheh...

Currently in a hair saloon very very near to my current house which I think I will make it as my official regular saloon...

I was never fussy over getting my hair done. Like other normal women that need a saloon visit twice a month atleast etcs..

Me? I'm quite a simple one that just buy everything from a shelve,  read instruction and do it manually at home.

But marriage change me I guess. I'm turning 36 years old this year and just started having my saloon visit. Never too late for anything, right??

By the way, you guys watched The Avengers:  Age of The Ultron yet? I love it to the max. My family too. Went for a family outing on Saturday to watched the movie. Superb.

Back to the saloon treatment thingy, life was very simple for me back then. My hair stylist was my sis whom the one that trim, cut or whatever instructed by mom for my hair do. Having a sis that is 9 years older than you makes you quite confident in trusting her.

Simple life.
That's all I want.



Love, Ayu

24 years....and I am still missing you badly..

Assalamualaikum...

Dear Nenek..

Rindunya...MasyaAllah... Rindu sangat2...
Setiap kali kami berkumpul beramai2... All I can hope is for you know your anak cucu cicit semua masih mengamalkan berkumpul bersama2 etcs..
Walaupun kami sangat sibuk and sangat jarang nak berjumpa berkumpul sekerap dulu..

Nenek, we hope all the 'candies' we sent you selamat tiba.. Awh..kalau lah confuse... it;s our doa for your nenek... hehe...

I miss your roti canai, cendol, kurma ayam, bubuq kanji, pulut kuning... your 'upah-upah' and your hugs and kisses...

24 tahun lalu... malam 20hb menjelang 21hb ni, malam terakhir Ayu lenakan nenek dengan zikir munajat... dan sampai ke hari ni, kalau Ayu tak boleh tidur, I will recite this zikir and lena terkenangkan senyuman nenek.

Macam tak percaya, dalam pejam celik.. dah 24 tahun nenek tinggalkan kami...

Nak tulis satu-satu kenangan kita, memang tak akan pernah habis nenek..Yang paling penting doa kami nenek tenang di sana.. nanti kita jumpa dia syurga ye nenek.. nenek tunggu kami semua tau...

I miss you nenek.. I really do...

i wished you are still here with me helping me going through all these phases in life.. but I know you're in better place now...

Ya Allah, jauhi seksa kuburmu dari nenda kami yang kami sangat kasihi..

Ampuni dosanya Ya Allah...

Aku mohon merayu.... cucurilah rahmat ke atas rohnya dan tempatkan lah dia disisi hamba2 mu yang solihin...

Al-Fatihah 

Hjh Zainab Bt Hj Abdul Rashid

Love, Ayu

Missing spot.

It's been a while.... years lah juga for me to write back in this beautiful space of mine.
Yup, while everyone is fading away from blogging, I choose to come back and hit the road again.

Tipu kalau kata tak rindu.. rindu setengah mati. In this space where I write, share and express my daily routine and also information...

But along the way, it;s such a heartache knowing that people judge me simply from writing and sharing here. Even worst, kalau happy post, memang semua judge tak hengat dunia... Kalau sad, siap judge padan muka...

Saya berhenti menulis dulu, untuk hentikan dosa orang lain.
Dosa mengumpat saya dibelakang.
Dosa buat assumption mengenai saya.

Saya masih hidup..apa kata datang face me up and ask..
Semua benda jadi, ada sebab musababnya..

So, chillex lah.
#hiduphanyasekali
#peoplemakesmistakes
#everyonedeservesextrachances
#nooneisperfect


Love, Ayu